i shant be blogging for quite a while...
wish me luck guys. =)
*sighh.
i shall continue mugging. dear readers, pls dont miss me~
i realised that making choices is what everyone is doing everyday.
yesterday after i came home, swiss called to ask about my prelim marks. and asked whether i wanna go vjc. sehh... so far. eunos leh!
he was like, "vjc, hao xue xiao leh." (vjc's a gd sch)
yes i know... but..but.... then he suggested ajc. cos he say he's going to teach girls team there. he was like saying if i agree then he'll tell the tcher-in-charge to call me to ask bout what i wanna study there lor, make arrangements and stuff. actually i can get into ajc without any help i think, after my moderated marks. but it's always better to have a 'zhao ying' at a new enviroment.
i didnt go to ajc's open hse. my impression of the sch is that the uniform looks like mrt personnel uniform. =\ it's at yio chu kang.. nt as far as vjc but.. still no direct bus. ajc's vball is quite gd leh. girls got 2nd. hmm...
but then hcjc seems really nice: it's near my hse, nice ppl there. i know ppl who are most probably going there. but with my 10 pts, it sucks to be the toilet paper sticking out of the ass. (u know what i mean lah.) too competitive in studies... esp when i'm nt competent enough. and i have to appeal!! like so lousy~
swiss gave me a week to consider, before he calls me back for my answer. dont feel like disappointing him, since he thought of me lehh...
*sighh. making choices...
this morning, my brother's irritating friend called THRICE! c'mon lor.. 9 in the morning! who wakes up at tt time?! pfft! i had to choose whether to drag myself up to pick up the call or to let it ring. i guess you shld know what i did eventually, or else how did i know it was my bro's friend?
during breakfast, i was choosing between mee rubus or chicken porridge.
now, i'm choosing between eating my dinner first, or to take a bath.
HAIYOOHHHH!!!
skipped sch today to go to hcjc open hse with ser ser. he said ph say got talk on cca talent. ok.. so we went. i tot we were pretty early, but it was filled with ppl already! there were 'tour guides' to bring us arnd, but ser ser say go find ph. he'll bring us to the venue of e talk. but then he was nowhere to be seen lor.. nt at the vball court. eventually, we got a 'tour guide' to show us the venue of the talk.
*sighh. so unreliable...
the talk wasnt even providing enough info. blahh..blahh... then i noticed the speaker's shirt: Team Singapore. siaa lahh... i also want. i'll work hard towards it!! ohh then chunli cheryl they all came. then the talk ended and they asked u to take a copy of an cca appeal form. which i did. =)
shawn brought us arnd.. see see look look. we watched a hip-hop dance at the central plaza. they were not bad.. the ppl there at hcjc looked quite outgoing and fun. we went to the hcvball booth shortly. the nyg's seniors(now in hc) came over to talk to cheryl dey all.. nice bunch of ppl. =] this girl called jiayan was from my primary sch.. cheng hua's pri schmate. then they brought us arnd to walk walk see see look look. again. hahahha.
yayyy!! time to da qiu!! but i wore slippers. =\ it was then i realised that i havent been touching the ball for such a loooooooonnnnnggggg time. (believe me, it has been ages since i touched vball.) definitely lost touch alot. my ball barely crossed the net when i served.
gawd... what happened to me?
i was rather embarrassed. it was nt at all impressive. =\ i was quite blur and cant even receive rather simple balls. *smacks myself hard on the head. luckily, my contact still quite there. spiking still can lor. except 'lao chiu' once. disgusting man... =\ still nt bad le leh since it was the first time i played vball, jumped to spike the ball in slippers. glad my roxy slippers didnt break at e straps or something. but i gotta train hard to improve all over again. ((jiayou!!))
hcjc.. i guess i might wanna go there after all.
my god!! chemistry prac was such a disaster!!! a catastrophe!!! (although nobody died, i ALMOST did though.) it was one shocking experience.
shocking incident 1:
as i was titrating solution Q (from the burette) into the conical flask, i totally did not know HOW and WHY the burette tap just fell out??! ok maybe i yanked it out, or i was exerting too much pressure on it (i was really nervous.) but it isnt exactly my fault right?? the burette was faulty. mayb someone wanted to sabotage me. hmm... ohh and ALL the solution spilled out. now tt's what i call adding in excess. hahaaha. i had to request for a change in solution and the burette cos it might be contaminated. (better play safe.)
this is a rough sketch of a burette, for those who are still clueless on what happened.
shocking incident 2:
i was still shaky from the last shock (my hands were trembling as i poured the solutions) when i completed my titration and proceed on to do my calculations. i was stumped at the first qn! it was dreadful. mayb i was too nervous.. i figured out how to do.. using the looongg method, instead of the C1V1/C2V2 method. doofus! then i was suppose to find the relative molecular mass of this metal M. and i got 20. i was thinking.. "hey nice number! good good." then i checked the periodic table. only to find out that the element with molecular mass 20 is neon!!! (noble gas) after the paper i found out that u're actually suppose to write down the metal with e nearest molecular mass to the no. u calculated. -_-O
it was really stupid of me laa. they change the solution frm NaClO3 to MIO3, then i dont know liao. bugger. Cl and I frm the same grp lor.. wahhh!!!! shld have written Na(sodium) instead of calcium. =\
i hope after all the stupid things tt happened and whatever i did, i'll still get 30 and above for chemistry practical. and i'll still get A1 fer chemistry.
*fingers-crossed*
just finish watching pearl harbour. man.. it's sooo sad! danny(josh hartnett) DIED!!!!
*blows nose loudly*
anyway, josh hartnett is damn cute. omigawd..
looking at his mesmerising eyes.. makes my heart beat 10 times faster. (ok, i'm exaggerating here.)
*swoons.
could someone help me here? i think i'm gonna faint...
i think i'm in love... *blink-blink*
havent been blogging for a few days. time to update a lil'.
ok. about my last post, my parents finally allow me to go to m'sia with my classmates! =D they told me alot of stuff to beware of and all tt. like its better to go out in grps of at least 5 or 6, take care of ur own belongings esp ur passport,etc. sounds as though m'sia is an extremely dangerous place. (as a matter of fact, it is.) =\ we're going to kuantan, and it's near some area infected with bird flu.
*yikes.
i was having second thoughts bout going, but my dad was like "nonono.. just go lahh. it's time for u to experience and learn how to take care of urself."
har? u're like warning me bout the 'dangers' and all tt and u still want me to go???!
*sighh.
my mum doesnt seem too keen on letting me go malaysia with my 406 classmates and mr kuek. but WHY??!!!
*wails*
I WANNA GO~ I WANNA GO~ I WANNA GO~ I WANNA GO~ I WANNA GO~ I WANNA GO~ I WANNA GO~ I WANNA GO LAHHH!!!
*drumming feet on floor and bawling like a 3yr-old throwing tandrums*
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please??? =(
what the hell. how am i going to make it into hcjc with 13 pts? appeal? yeaah... and try to squeeze in with the other ppl appealing using cca like the nyg girls who got better results and like 2 colours award??! NO WAY am i gonna make it. ph came to ask me bout my results just now..
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] <--ph
.*dudette <--me
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
how much did u get for prelims?
.*dudette says:
13. =\ ser ser got 20.
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
waha
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
lidat how to appeal
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
hmMm
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
shall ask~
how tactful he is in telling me indirectly that my results sucks. i mean i know it sucks.. but.. c'mon laa. say it in a.. nicer way.
anyway, then i was quite 'sian diao' already. he then proceed on to rub salt into my wound by saying,
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
a lot of nygh girls appealing
.*dudette says:
izzit? den gt dem can liao lor.. no need me.
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
well
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
after first 3months
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
they wun need appeal
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
bcoz they are too smart
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
so they will b spaces
wahhh... indirect 'suan-ing' me. although he may nt mean it this way. but.. ohh man!! i think i'm too sensitive. to HELL with it.
.*dudette says:
very de sarks ehh.. must use cca to appeal. like.. using backdoor like tt. =\
.*dudette says:
i think if i wan go sajc oso must appeal. =_=
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
everyone is like that
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
that is reality
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
and i can say
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
appeal is not that easy after all
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
and cca talents are in fact highly respected in the sch
tt was much better. but i still feel sore after that indirect verbal attack.
.*dudette says:
i think even if i appeal my chances of getting in hc oso very slim lor. i only get colours award like dis yr ehh..
.*dudette says:
and my results... can see..
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
well
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
they wun need appeal
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
that is wat happends
[[o2]^EliteZ][sHoRtiE] says:
den u can make use of appeal slot
yet again.. when i'm still in the midst of recovery from the last indirect 'suan-ing'. it's really hard fer me to accept ppl's comments. i know that. i may seem nonchanlant on the outside, but really, sometimes, the comments hurt.
"IT'S THE TRUTH WHAT!" some might say.
yeahh.. the truth hurts.
*bawls*
ahh.. found this pic while browsing through my pics. hahhaa! i took this during e boys vball training when this boy here decided to go..ahem*.. do his business. i'm a pervert! *wiggles eyebrow*
lalalaaalaa.. =P
here am i, blogging away while the others r in school fer night study. hahaa. decided to pon cuz my mom wasnt able to send me to sch by 6pm. and i reckon i wouldnt be able to concentrate on studying fer my geog test tml.
i have to score well for this test because it kinda concerns whether i get an A2 or a B3 for my geog prelim paper.
*fingers-crossed*
i'm wondering which jc to choose for the first 3mth course. even though my results are quite sucky. hmm.. but to get into my ideal jc(s).. i have to appeal using my cca. aaarrrgghhh! i'd prefer to get into tt particular jc using my results.. instead of having to use other 'methods'.
so.. weirdd laa. >.<
hehe. here's a pic of me and KORNYthedoll. or nana. hahaa. =D *sighh looking at the pic makes me feel younger.. (nt tt i'm old laa.)
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!! =D lalalaaa...~
chubby cheeks club!! =D
*poke* ~ripple-ripple-ripple~
it's nt often u see nadya taller than me. so... *shrugs
like whhateveer man, like whhatt-ev-err~