my blog. o.O

2006-06-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

haha. nahhhh... dont say i nv blog okay. photo-blog can. xD
btw i'm going to develop photos for e vball board soon!! so exciting! xP

me and zhihui. xD

2006-06-19T17:12:00.000+08:00

haha. xP

2006-06-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

some random training day.

2006-06-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

J2s. xD

2006-05-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

National Schools A'division Girls Champions 2006

we did it!!!! we finally did it!!! the championship is ours! xD we worked soooooooo hard for it. sweat, tears, blood, skin, saliva. all the 'secret trainings' we had after sch on non-training days and during breaks, all the pole-jumping and v-shape crunches we did, training on a public holiday PAID OFF!!! we have come so far.. from being aimless to being psyched up and our hunger to win just keeps increasing after every match. step by step, we conquer each and every hurdle and picked ourselves up when we fell. today was the last stretch.. and we crossed the finishing line together as a team - WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!

most importantly i think we played as a team and we are really strong mentally. even with the lack of supporters(compared to the ny crowd), we still manage to 'silence' the ny crowd. xD i'm proud to say we deserve it!

i want to thank all of you - chunli, cheryl, shimin, laytin, kailin, zhihui, chen zhuo, sophia, xinyi, ming yi, shuhui
thanks for being my teammates. =))

i <33 u guys TRUCKLOADS!!!

happy cny!

2006-02-02T16:22:00.000+08:00

happy CNY!!
haha. okay the cny hols are long over BUT cny is not over yet! xD haha. hmm.. my angbao count is as usual not alot. but nvm lah.. haha.

sch celebrations were about the same as last yr. but i think the new year spirit is there!! haha. LOADS of photo-whoring as usual. cld have taken more just that my camera battery went dead. x\ check 'em out(points down)!! i didnt go back to bp this yr cos 4+1 gang cldnt coordinate a time to go back tgether. yeap so we're meeting up this wkend!! x)) i'm going shopping with my bro this saturday!! yayy! xD bet there's plenty of post-cny sales going on! bwhhhaha! anyway almost everyone said tt the new year cookies my mom n i baked were delicious!! haha. mayb can make more n sell next yr.. hah.

we had PE today. running as usual.. nxt wk we're going to go macritchie to familiarise ourselves with e terrain to gear ourselves up for x-country. feels like an excursion lor.. got bus to take us there. haha. btw x-country is on my birthday!! 15 Feb for those who dont know(ahem!). ohh! n mr hoo peng han aka shortie is a relief PE tcher in HC now!! haah! so shocking to see him today during PE lah!! wahh.. being a relief PE tcher is damn slack eh.. and the pay is quite good lor. so shuang!! xP

ohh yes those who want the photos just like ask me to send to u on msn or something lah. haha. yeap!

gong xi fa cai!! xD

2006-02-02T16:21:00.000+08:00

me and my angel! xD

2006-02-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

me and wenyen(my swim+run kaki)!!

.....

2006-01-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

another week's over..
sch's been really fun for the past week(xcept for e fact that i still gt plenty of unfinished hol hmwk). we started our senior and junior class angel&mortal thingy. haha. i'm confirm a nice angel/mortal lah. write nice letters and give nice chocolates. i think mayb only shawna can qie me lah. hahaa! being a J1 is so funn!!! seeing them play wargames brings back memories! i dont understand why such a meaningless game can be so fun lahh!! xP campfire ytd was GREAT! i wore the rg uniform. =)) i was SUPER tired ytd reach home at 12plus with a VERY VERY tired ankle. had to go for training at 8 today lor. ohh... and now even on saturdays we have to alternate our use of indoor court with the netballers lah! mrs chan damn INefficient lor. nv even bother to fight for our rights. x\

been to a few training sessions since sch reopen. sigh! i'm damn lousy lah. i'm so slow and sometimes i find myself unwilling to go for the ball. x(( this is BAD. and my jumping is pathetic can. aaarrrggghhh!! i hate myself sometimes.. really dont know what i'm thinking when i do something lor. sometimes i wonder if it's really my ankle, or is it just me?! stressful eh... i cant wait to get back my form immediately lah! i want to make more contributions to the team. i wanna be a mainstay!!! xS
must JIAYOU!!!!!

i hope i'm mentally strong enough to overcome all my physical limitations..

ahhh.

2006-01-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

aaahhhhh!!!
my tagboard is like flooding! haha. just like how everyone is repeatedly telling me to eat more!! xP okay okay. i'm eating more now lahhh...

anyway update on recent events:

1. i decided to drop physics cos mr gow is still our physics tcher and physics to me is like tamil. x\ but i'm still an unofficial 3-subber cos i hvnt even take e drop sub form. haha!

2. i have TONS of unfinished holiday hmwk! shldnt have listened to tallie that e tchers dont bother to go through hol hmwk. must pia tmr! x((

3. i ran for the FIRST time in more than 10weeks since my ankle injury on thurs! only 2 words to describe it: damn slow.

4. i have 2 junior classes. 06s63 and 06s6B. haha. i dont mind the crowd!! xD which means i have 4 angel&mortal letters to write. anyway playing games with them is soooo fun!!! making them do the stuff that our senior class made us do. damn shiok. haha! i hope they had fun too! xD

5. i have been late for sch for 3 times in 4 days since sch reopen. haha but i got away unscathed.

6. poor priscilla broke her toenail!! tong bing xiang lian lor. =\ nvm we will both be back stronger than ever!! even though cycling is torturous we shall endure!! xS

7. i HATE taping my ankle!!! it hurts like hell whenever i have to remove e tape. aarrrggghhhh!!!! its like a cheap form of waxing lah.

8. i went for actual training for the FIRST time today!! it felt GREAT!!! even though i'm jumping at a
height of only 5cm, super slow at covering and nua at serving. must JIAYOU!!!!!!

update

2005-12-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

update!!
loads to update. okay let's see. i've been to my first physiotherapy session since my cast removal on thursday and it was okay. i saw this cute caucasian during physio!! xD he was there for physio too(duh.)! his was a knee injury though. looks more cham than mine. =X anyways doc says i can go swimming! yayy!! i'm going swimming with pris n mayb joan(she hvn reply me) nxt thurs! xD i'm planning to go swim on tuesday too. swimming anyone?! haha.

anyways i FINALLY 'sort of ' went shopping!! HAHAHAAAHHHHHAAAA!!! FINALLY! notice why i said 'sort of' is because i only went to bp plaza on thursday and causeway point today. BUT it is an improvement ya?! i ate at Fiesta for lunch with my mom n both of us ate like more than 40bucks! i was soooooo full that i felt nauseous after eating n felt like puking all e time. i tried to puke like thrice but nothing came out. ugghh. spoiled my shopping mood. plus, my leg hurts abit so had to go home early. ugghh!

i realise i really slimmed down eh. my skirts are hanging loosely at my hips and i have like a flat butt!! =\ not really what i expected leh. i didnt expect to lose weight but i did and i'm like 47kg now. hmm. i'm in a dilemma! so is it gd or bad?!

happy cast-removal day!!

2005-11-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CAST-REMOVAL DAY!!
28th Nov is a day to be remembered.

it's the FIRST time in 4 weeks my left leg has seen daylight..

it's also the FIRST time in exactly 6 weeks and 2 days i WASHED my left leg!!!! =))
(yuck. but not that i wanted it to happen.)

hahaa. i was so happy to wash my leg!! i gave my leg a good scrub to exfoliate all the dirt and dead skin cells(gross) and then slap on my favourite moisturiser to moisturise. xD anyway my leg is much much better as compared to 4 weeks ago. still a little swollen and there are still bruises on my ankle. i cant really walk yet lehhhhhh.....

-whines-

and my muscles have shrunk due to the cast and lack of movement. it's so nua now that it just 'dangling'. remember the scene in 'Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets', where Harry's arm was hit by a jinxed bludger during the Qudditch match against Slytherin and then Lockhart tried to fix Harry's arm but made his bones disappear instead?! my calf muscles looks something like Harry Potter's arm without bones. =\ oh and the doctor says i need 3 months before i can go back for trng lah.

anyway a big THANK YOU to those who visited me during my 'immobile' and close-to-bed-ridden days. haha. Love ya guys loads!! <3 i'm still quite immobile now so yar, i think visiting days will be extended. xP

10 more days.

2005-11-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

10 more days..
yayy! 10 more days, that's right! TEN more days and it's adios to my cast. =)) i am soooo looking forward to 28 Nov!! xD so dear friends of mine who thought of visiting me shld do it quick!! hahaa.

i hope my efforts to eat less and do ab exercises everyday has paid off! i really hope i dont gain weight(which is really hard i think..) but i hope at the VERY least, maintain my weight. yeap, keeping my fingers-crossed. and also i hope that after my cast is removed i can at least walk normally. i dont expect to be able to run(seriously), but at least i can go shopping?! xP haha. and go swimming too! yeah.. then slowly get my fitness and vball skills BACK!

rawwrrr!!!! i cant wait!! xD

let my suffering end...

devastated

2005-10-31T21:33:00.000+08:00

devastated.
yes u heard me. i'm DEVASTATED. sighh. e sight of my mangled, purplish, swollen ankle totally freaked me out. i'd rather have a pig trotter for a leg(ok i'm just kidding). but seriously, a pig trotter looks better than my ankle.

my determination of not putting a hard cast wavered at the sight of my ankle. then i totally gave in. i broke down, cried, sobbed, wailed.

uggh.
THREE MORE WEEKS in a cast
THREE MORE WEEKS of bathing with a plastic bag wrapped arnd my leg and balancing myself on one leg like a flamingo.
THREE MORE WEEKS of nua-ing arnd watching dvds, risking having myopia and becoming FAT.
THREE MORE WEEKS before i can even start running, or mayb even walking normally.
THREE MORE WEEKS = 21 days = 504 hrs = tt's a HELL lot of time.

god help me...

boo!

2005-10-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

boo!!
today was my first attempt at sch. that is, my first attempt to walk with crutches. haha. tiring i must say. but i thoroughly enjoyed it. xP i dont think anyone wld understand my plight: imagine staying at home, sitting in front of ur TV watching stupid programmes or dvds, or just slping, and eating non-stop. it feels GREAT to step outside lahh. i think one day i'll go mad and crash my TV set or something. =\

anyway i decided to go to sch cos i thought we had pw presentation, last chance for me to practise in front of my class. BUT pw was as usual zuo bo period. i shld have known. i feel like some freak in sch today. i mean, WHAT LAH?!! nv see ppl pai ka with crutches before meh?! esp when i walked through the canteen, some ppl just blatantly stare, while some others still had the conscience to shun their line of vision away whenever i looked at them. well i just hope i still look good with my cast and crutches. hah! xD

our class won 2nd for inter-CT squash today!!! great job guys! =)) i was full of envy looking at everyone playing, running about in the squash courts. aaaaarrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!! if only i could play.. i think i can easily win most of the girls lah. tskk.

yeap then it was halloween night! i think it was ok lah. i cldnt go for the haunted tour cos it was much too unconvenient. so i spent my time watching 'scream'. actually i was basically freaking out at most of the parts(i suck at watching horror movies). haha. quite fun freaking out though.

anyway everyone's nice and helpful to ms pai ka here today so i'm happy and grateful to those who helped me!! yayy!! thanks alot ya. hope u guys wont find my a nuisance. x\ without all of u i'd prolly have died falling down the stairs or something. esp just now when it was raining, i had soooo much trouble getting to my mom's car lah. must thank chunli and jielong for being my 'support' to climb up the steps lor. my right leg going to beng kui from all the jumping le. ohh ya! Hwa Chong is super not handicap-friendly lah. i cld have died hopping arnd on those stairs. uggh.

oh yes! sorry to spoil the surprise that u guys(vballers) wanted to give me by visiting me today at home k!! haha. appreciate the thought lah! =)) i'll jiayou and get back on both my feet soon!!

thank u!

2005-10-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

<3
heyyaa!! i'd like to thank EVERYONE who msged me, asked about me, wondered where did i disappear to, visited me, talk to me on msn, tagged on my blog and called me to ask about my ankle.

THANKS FOR CARING!!!! <3

special thanks to wenyen, samuel and freddie for skipping chinese lessons and trng(actually u all also dont wanna go one lah) to visit me yesterday.

anyway please do not be misled by pris's tag k. i am eating VERY normally. in fact SUPERnormally(haha). and i'm nt doing 100 situps a day lah. i do crunches and some other stuff that i can do. haha. and i'm NOT anorexic or bulimic k. so dont worry lah... i'm too unoccupied at home except to eat. =
calling out to all who have time to spare: please visit me whenever u guys can k. i'm soooo bored sitting arnd just staring at my TV that my legs are stiff(pun intended). get it get it?! haha. yeap, VISIT MEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

ironic.

2005-10-24T07:44:00.000+08:00

ironic.
yes this is soo ironic. quoting my previous post, 'i think i'll die during trng tmr. confirm.' well i didnt literally die(thank god), but i think it was comparable to death.
i guess by now quite a number of u guys would have known what happened to me(wow! bad news travels reaalllyyy fast). i tore the ligament in my ankle during trng last sat. stepped on shawn(not tallie)'s foot. i'm quite positive i didnt step over, but it really doesnt matter now does it?

-sigh-

the hospital was a traumatic experience for me. i went to NUH btw. when it was finally my turn, the doctor and nurses took turns to press my ankle to see like which part of it hurts, then the doctor decided i needed a jab to reduce the inflammation or somethings like tt. OHMYGOD!!! i literally freaked out! and i cried cos the previous jab that i got during operation to remove the corn on my foot hurt like HELL!! i was trying to brace myself for it, thinking the nurse would be jabbing my ankle or something. but no. the nurse started wiping alcohol on my THIGH. oh shucks!! then i really beng kui lor. i think i was really hysterical during the process. but actually it didnt hurt abit. but after the jab my entire thigh muscle was sooooo tense that i cldnt even bent my leg. eff.

i was lying at the emergency ward for like at least 4hrs. during which i had my x-ray done(the male nurse speaks funny. haha.). did u know before an x-ray u have to declare that u're not pregnant?! hahah!! i was so bored that i decided to do crunches on bed. but i stopped cos i thought i looked like a retard. =\ then there was this old aunty who fractured her shoulder cos she tripped and fell. oww.... then there was this indian old lady who was making moaning noises all the time. i overheard that she wasnt able to retain any food or liquid she consume then she puked up to 10 times a day!! x\ eww.

anyway my ankle is in a cast now. its bloody heavy. now i know why brucie needs crutches(btw i'm using crutches too). =\ i know its no use whining now but WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! I WANNA GO FOR TRAININNNGGG!! I WANNA PLAY INTER-CT SQUASHHH!! I WANNA GO RUNNINNNGGGG!!! WHY ME?!!

i dont want to sit arnd and grow fat.
everyone says it'd take months to recover. time is not on my side...

openhouse

2005-10-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

literally 'arm-breaking'.
yeap HC open hse today. had to like set up booths, paint banner(2 days ago) and pump new balls. i played squash for the very FIRST time today!! oh my god it's soooooo fun lahhhh!!!! i'm like sort of addicted to it today. didnt even play vball when cheryl they all asked me too lor, only played awhile with chunli shimin and some other non-vballers.

i played 6, yes approximately SIX hours of squash today.
i'm mad lah.
my right arm is going to explode and fall off any moment. and i'm super tired!!!!!!
i think i'll just like die during trng tmr. confirm.

ohh and i got C D E O, gp pass and B3 for chinese overall.
yayy. glad to be promoted. =))

demoralising.

2005-10-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

demoralising.
this has by far been the WORST training after promos(not tt we had alot of trngs though).
everything is like screwed up!! my first ball, my spike, and even my service!
what the hell am i doing?! eff.
this is the first time i feel like giving up...

-sigh-

cirque du soleil

2005-10-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

Cirque Du Soleil
Quidam: a nameless passer-by, a solitary figure lingering on a street corner, a person rushing past. It could be anyone, anybody. Someone coming, going, living in our anonymous society. A member of the crowd, one of the silent majority. The one who cries out, sings and dreams within us all. This is the "Quidam" that Cirque du Soleil is celebrating...

i watched Quidam by Cirque Du Soleil this aftnn(4pm). my mom got free tickets from her friend who works with the circus(and no. my mom's friend is NOT e clown.) yayy!! how cool is that to work with the circus lah!! u'll get to travel arnd the world and i guess it'd be even cooler if u're one of the performers on stage!! do u know, the performers have like a nutritionist to prepare their food diet and the young performers have like teachers to teach them within the circus so they dont go to school?!! how cool is that!!! then they can spend like most of their time training.. wah if only i can do tt. xD

-gushes-

my bro was late and we got locked out for 10mins cos the show started. =\ tsk. so we kinda missed the first part of the show. then when we finally got in, my bro actually dozed off during some parts of the show lah!! WAHLAU!! really wanna make us late and then sleep during the show. rawwrrr!!! i was freakin' irritated. really got so tired.. cant understand lor. x\

moreover, the show was like much to interesting to sleep!! i think Quidam is super nice!! the best part wasnt the acrobatic stuff but the music. i looovvvveee the music! its in french(i think) and obviously i dont understand. but sometimes it's because u dont understand tt's why it's seems so much more enchanting and alluring. haha!

reviving blog

2005-10-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

reviving post!
haha. my blog has been soooo dead!! so sorry dear faithful readers~

yeap. promos are so over(since last wk)!! haha. yeap. but i've no sense of accomplishment cos i only took phys econs and gp. why? cos i fell sick to the freakin' contagious stomach flu virus tt made my mum, bro, 3aunts, 2uncles, ahma, aunt's sis, baby-cousin, kid-cousin SICK! we either puked or had diarrhoea or fever or a combination of the three. it was terrible. i felt soooo weak. yeap. =\
anyway i hope i can pass econs and gp.

-prays-

alrightey. post-promos activities! yeap! Festival Of Sports(FOS)!! i took part in pingpong, netball, and volleyball. =)) but in the end i didnt get to play netball cos the match clashed with the pingpong match. our class got 3rd for bball(boys), 2nd for pingpong, and CHAMPS for vball!! wooohoooo!!! victor is like super super zai!!! xD but i was total bitch during the vball finals today. =\ sorry guys!! thanks a bunch for being my teammate k!! cldnt have won without all of u!! =))

thanks victor, freddie, jamie, samuel, jx, cher(stand by me) and yueling!! FOS vball champs 2005!!

yeap and 63 rocks lor! confirm!! everyone was supporting and cheering each other on like mad lah! special thanks to those who cheered us on during the vball matches today!! <3

and my skin is rotting from the sun's UV rays lah. i keep peeling lor. i seem to have an everlasting amount of skin waiting to be peeled. =\ i feel like a snake.

yuck.

to nadya

2005-08-28T17:13:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday nadya!!!
i'm soooo soooorrrryyyy it totally slipped out of my mind tt it was ur birthday ytd. =((
SOOOOOORRRRYYYYY!!!

i know i know, u must be thinking,
'-gasp-, u...uu... forgot my birthday?!!'
-sobs-

sorry sorry! =(( this post here is to make it up to u ok?! =) ahhh.. firstly i feel so guilty for not even wishing u happy birthday, so much so that i decided to type this 'confession post' for u. =\ yupp. do forgive me. anyway i finally uploaded the pics we took at bordersbistro. so yeah this looks familiar hor? (points up) haha. wahhh.. missed those days we photo-whored in class, in the toilet, around the sch, EVERYWHERE!! hhaha. and dressing-up is like the funnest thing ever! being bimbotic once in a while is like how fun lah! xD

i miss the 'ass-watching' days(ahem-ahem), though i get to see it more often than we used to now but it's different without YOU! and i kinda miss the panty-flashing days too. hahaa. but i can safely put my elbow on my vertically-challenged friends without risking my elbows being licked without u arnd!(i really dont miss that one) xP

ok lah i miss you loads you slut!! hope to see you on tchers' day ya? hahaa. more photo-whoring till then i suppose!! =))

tuesday.

2005-08-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

tuesday..
as usual a boring day except that there was PE!! haha. dont know why suddenly so enthusiastic bout PE, mayb bcos i have FINALLY completed my napfa last wk, and there wouldnt be any running!! heh.

ok so it was raining today and we cldnt do tennis. i thought(i still do) tennis was fun! but apparently not everyone thought so. hahaa. so anyway we played pingpong!! weee! xD so fun can. i just realised that gloria wanghao and yueling were primary sch-pingpong players. =O no wonder so qiang. haha. ms lam said i was not bad lor and asked if i was some ex-player. xP

-beams-

i was playing with gloria at first. haha. both of us were trying out our smashes lah, which most of the time went out or into the net. but nevertheless there were still times where we succeeded!! yayy!! =)) anyway, i tried to 'yi xue qian chi' my defeat to samuel last time. but then i still lose!!!!!! rawwrrr!! =(( i'm such a sore loser. haha. but i dont want to lose to him!!! but at least i beat wanghao and guowei.

ohh and my mummy is back from thailand! she bought like dont know how many bras back lah. she said it was damn cheap. ohh well..

twinkle twinkle little stars

2005-08-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

'twinkle twinkle little stars'
haha. something really lame and embarrassing happened in class today.

i was having break(2p.m. to 2.4op.m.) and i stayed in classroom A304. wanghao jx and a few others were also in class lah. so as usual, talkative me, i was talking to jx then ser chuan msged me.

the msg goes,'eh dont talk so loud leh i can hear u lor'.

haha. he happened to be at the adjacent classroom. wah! i didnt know my voice penetrates walls lor. so steady. so i replied him anyway. then wanghao was whistling and ser chuan cld also hear!!(he replied to ask me to ask wanghao to keep quiet) i think i was in a cranky mood so i suggested to wanghao we shld whistle 'twinkle twinkle little stars' and see if ser chuan can hear us. so i replied and me jx and wanghao started whistling.

bwwhhaah!! damn lame lah. i was like laughing and whistling at the same time. then after awhile there wasnt any reply so i went to check their class. they look like they were having a test or something.

hmm...

then their tcher came over and asked us to lower our voices cos they were having a gp test!!! =X it was then i realised that they was a hole between the 2 classrooms --- tt's why they could hear us!

and later i was told by ser chuan tt their whole class was laughing at the 'twinkle twinkle little stars' tune lah!! soo embarrassing! so much for thinking that my voice penetrates walls. =\
hope no one fails their gp test cos of that. =X

oops.

slack day.

2005-08-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

slack day.
nyaha. ok finally willing and able to(tt sounds so econs!) update. so lazy lah.

anyway today's a slack day. except that we had econs timed assignment, which i didnt complete on time. damn! the easy qn came out, much to my relief. phew!! i only sort of wrote the essay outline for the first 2 qns, and the 2nd qn came out. it was rather unexpected though.

our chem tutorial right aft econs was supposedly postpone to our aftnn break slot. so we had a 3 period break!! yayy!! and gloria msged me about going swimming at tchs pool today ytd. yeap so me gloria jamie joan liangquan freddie brucie and yueling went swimming!! hahaa. so fun lor! although we werent really swimming most of the time lah. xP and it turns out that our chem tutorial was cancelled in the end. so we still had our aftnn break. hahaa.

pw was another slack period although we were suppose to plan n discuss our WR but we didnt lah obviously. haha. me n pris were chased out of the library cos we were wearing pe-shirt. =\ chem lecture was scary. mrs chan's the lecturer can. and i'm wearing slippers!!!! i had a hard time siam-ing her. cos she'll really question and kb me if she saw me in slippers for no good reason.

and guess what?! we're going swimming again on wednesday!! whahahha!!! we got a 4 period break can. 1 normal break + 3 periods of phys prac. our tcher's on course. xD so i have only 2 periods of math lect and 2 periods of econs! hopefully more people can come on wednesday!! =))

new ou xiang!

2005-07-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

new ou xiang!!!
pon sch to watch the canoeing finals. wahh.. so exciting lor!! never seen such races before eh. yeah so i went after break with chunli and cheryl. macritchie was bustling with people lah! i saw quite a number of cute guys with hot bods and HUGE biceps!!

-gushes-

hahaa. anyway, tt's not the main point. my agenda was to support my dear classmates, samuel and yueling! =)) i saw like so many ppl from our senior class ponning sch to support chongren as well as samuel n yueling lor. wah sian our class only got.. 4(who came without official excuse)?! =\ they j2s somemore leh. how disappointing! x((

ok we waited patiently for their races to start. samuel's event was starting: k1 500m. all eyes were on lane 3. wahh... he's like how fast can!!! haha. everyone was cheering and screaming, "go samuel!! c'mon samuel!!!" so steady can. yayy! samuel won!! =)) my new no.1 ou xiang, samuel lim zhe yee! hahaa. he should feel how honoured lah!! xD yueling didnt win.. but nvm lah. jiayou for nxt yr lor!! =)

then i had trng at 4. we had to wear ankle weights for trng. ran round the sch 1 round then did our blocking and other drills with the weights on. wahh the feeling is like, strapping 2 cans of 'cream of mushroom soup' on each of ur ankles. so 'leychey'. =\ but when u remove them after all tt, its like super shiok!! suddenly u feel like u can fly~~~

too bad it only momentarily. how i wish i could really fly...
yeap. but i hope i wont be too tired for this sunday's competition. x\ must jiayou jiayou!!

yet another update.

2005-07-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

yet another update..
havent been blogging alot again. nvm lah, update everything at one go! weee...

Sunday, 17 july:
went to the beach with eileen to apparently train for quiksilver. haha. ying tallie chunli and chunli's team were so qiao going down too!! so yeah! got alot of pple to play with. i havent seen eileen in such looonnngg time. she's still as deaf as ever. HAH. anyway siloso beach was FLOODED with ppl. everyone's training for quiksilver lahh.. so we had to queue up for courts. pathetic. and there are like 48 teams participating in the students' category, which is like.. a hell lot of 'em! =\ it's going be tough competition lor. hope we can zhen qi and jiayou wor!! x))

Wednesday, 20 july:
had phys SPA. skill B. didnt even finish drawing my line of best fit, needless to say the comments on anomalous data. x\ luckily the percentage is like, 1 mcq question?! so yeap. ok i shall talk about my sch skirt. today when i was changing for sch in the morning, my sch skirt felt looser and longer and different. it just doesnt feel mine. so i checked the size and the hemming.

"ehh.. correct leh. why so weird ar?!" i thought.

ok so i heck care and went to sch. then after trng, i was telling cheryl my skirt feels weird then she told me her skirt feels shorter than usual too. i smell a rat. then i checked her skirt lor. wah same size! checked the hemming. wah same also! I THINK ITS MY SKIRT!!! i was 99.8% sure actually. haha. so we went to change it back. ahhh... it finally feels like my skirt. it turns out tt last trng she took my skirt. wahh.. i thought i suddenly slimmed down lah, tt's y the skirt was slightly looser. cheat my feelings lor. =\ hahaa.

Thursday, 21 july:
racial harmony day today!! haha. weee... i woke up extra early so tt i could reach sch at 7am to meet cheryl and chunli in the toilet to change into our ethnic costumes. i was supposedly wearing a punjabi but then chunli brought a sari and then i decided to wear the sari. haha! i like it alot can!! i think red(my sari is approximately this colour) is seriously my colour.

-beams-

anyway i had alot of trouble squeezing into the teeny-weeny vest(is that what u call it?!) u wear inside the sari. it was small, not that i have big boobs or something. i had to give up my bra to fit into it. =\ and it was very troublesome wearing the sari. not mentioning how hard it was to actually WALK in it. i was ~~walking~~ shuffling my way around can. it took me 10 mins to walk from the vball court toilet to block E. i have NEVER taken such small steps in my entire life!! NEVER have i walked in such a 'shu nu' and uncomfortable way before!! nevertheless it was really fun and it looks very nice i must say. =))

me ying chunli cheryl took alot of photos!! like about 17. then during break we found jiayan and we took somemore pics!! wah we did alot of indian poses, took pics with nice bollywood-looking scenery, so fun!! haha. i cant wait for chunli to develop the photos. x)) i took pics with jamie and gloria as well as our chinese lao shi and ms tan our chem tcher too. haha. i wanna see the pics!!

ohh and there was chem test today. didnt study at all cos i was sooo tired after trng yesterday. i thought i'm going to fail like mad. but then it turned out tt e independent learning test i learnt about the 'adsorption' thingy in sec4, all thanks to ms eu!! she rocks can. so i kinda knew what to do. but i spelt the damn word wrongly. i spelt it as 'adsorBtion'. shit man i was contemplating whether it is 'p' or 'b'. =\ wasted. and chem prac was sooo mafan!! i was practically immobile in my sari and we still had to do our thermochemistry experiment. luckily we dont have to use a bunsen burner, or i'll prolly burn myself up!! =X

i got back all my block tests results le. D, E, E, F. got E for econs eventually. on the dot lor. =\ got B3 for chinese 'AO' and a friggin D7 for GP. appalling. first time in my life i fail english. tskk tskk.. but not as if my english is good lah. so yeah lor. =(

tmr i shall go watch the canoeing finals! support samuel and yueling!! JIAYOU!!!! xP

sighh...

2005-07-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

D E O F.
this is what i'll prolly be getting for my block tests. well actually the D, E and F is confirm already. which are chem, math and phys respectively. haii.. very disappointing for chem and math. i was quite careless for chem, and EXTREMELY careless for math. i've gt like 14 marks worth of careless mistakes for math. that's like.. a hell lot of 'em. X\

it just makes me realise that i'm going to have to put a whole lot more effort to get like B and above, and that the 'O' levels are like how easy to study for(confirm lor, compared to 'A' level).

prolly be getting O for econs. failed my DRQ. sucks man. and i havent gt much faith in my essay. and i'd prolly be failing GP too. oohhh well..

sigh.

i must jiayou ahh!! especially for my F(NOT for favourite!!!) subj, physics.
must get A for chem and math next time!!!

i'm in pain.

2005-07-05T19:09:00.000+08:00

i'm in pain.
i'm sooo sunburnt. i look like rudolph e red-nose reindeer yesterday and today i just look like rudolph e roasted reindeer. =(( all that for not applying sunblock. and i dont know how i got a stupid huge orh-cheh(bruise) on my arm lah!! so painful. my shoulders hurt alot from the sunburn and i take ages to put on my clothes. i'll go 'ouch!! oww...wahh..owwwww....' while putting on my shirt.

and tmr like so many of the hcvballers are going to the beach. and i cant go cos i have a stupid CL'AO' paper in the aftnn. RAWWRRRR!! wahh.. so irritating can!!! x( stupid fmath ppl shld have their paper in the aftnn lah!! stupid me for dropping higher chinese in sec2. and stupid me for nt applying sunblock. i wld have gone to e beach in the morning before my paper, if i hadnt been sunburnt, bruised and if i didnt have to bring a friggin DICTIONARY for my paper!

this SUCKS.

big time.
stupid.

shopping!

2005-07-03T17:45:00.000+08:00

SHOPPING!!! <3
i went SHOPPING yesterday and e day before. hahaa. i'm like how broke now. haii... if only i was rich. then i'll nv have to worry about being broke. =\

anyway, i bought a veerrryy nice ripcurl waterbottle. it's super super nice!! =)) it's white and has gt pink 'ripcurl' words on it and black graffiti pics. and i also bought this red adidas wallet. RED!! one of my favourite colours! heh. ohh i bought a white skirt too. its super short and super nice!! xD i bought this white and green colour pair of heels. i think its just the right height and its comfortable enough for me. wahh!! i really like it alot!! and i got it for only $20 when the usual price was $50. =))

-beams-

i went to the mango sale and i saw this very nice spaghetti-strapped dress which looks very fun and its e not-too-dressy-kind. so i can wear it often. but the only size available was too big for me! X\ and i saw this halter-top i really liked and it was on a 50% discount but again the only piece available was size L and it was waaayy too big. rawwrrr!!

i wanna go shopping again!!! xP

block test!

2005-07-01T14:47:00.000+08:00

Block Tests are OVER!
yayyy!! the block tests are OVER!! xD eh technically its not cos i still have cl'ao'. but like anyone studies for it. hmm.. hahaa. but now i have to face the harsh reality of me nt doing well for my block tests. =((

Monday, 27 june:
had gp and phys. gp was terrible. they gave like 12 qns for u to choose from but none of the qns was what i hoped would come out. in the end i chose something that i think i wrote out of point. haii... the girl siting beside me wrote a hell lot of stuff lah! 3 SHEETS! i only manage 1 sheet and a paragraph. =\ and she writes damn fast can. she already wrote half a page when i just decided what to write.

then phys. so hard lor. or mayb cos i didnt study for it. i watched spiderman and resident evil on tv e night before my phys paper can. i practically 'tikum' for mcq then for paper2 i only knew the definitions. paper2 is upon 123 marks, so i reckon i'll get... 12?! i almost fell asleep doing paper2 lor. dont even know how to do..

Day 1 of BT: fail gp and physics.

Tuesday, 28 june:
chemistry. so far the most bao wo subject i'm sitting for. i studied only for one day, after ytd's paper. i was quite worried tt it'd be very hard somemore i nv do tys all tt. mcq was rather hard. =\ got a couple of qns dont know how to do. paper2 was sooo much better. except that they gave too little time lah. chiong the last 2 qns(10marks each) in like what.. 17mins?! write until my hand cramp. i only didnt know how to do 2part-qns and i forgot what's the rxn betw phosphorus and oxygen... and the last 2 qns like nv really write very detailed leh. sian. if i had more time... but overall the paper is ok. =))

Day 2 of BT: chem can pass. hopefully can get B ar.

Wednesday, 29 june:
economics. first paper essay lor. 45mins really too little time ar. manage to finish but i think i got nt enough content leh. got alot of graphs though. its better than phys ar. at least i got things to write. then paper2. they gave us like 40 mins and i finished it in 30mins?! first paper that i gt time to check lor. my answer only took up 1 sheet of paper. then when the tcher was collecting i looked arnd then some pple handed up like 2 sheets?! wahh... really got so many things to write lah. so worrying eh.... then it was mcq. the only mcq tt they gave an hr for us to do. time was sufficient i liked it. =)) can take my time to think through e qns slowly. cos when i rush i get nervous then i'd become careless then, there goes my marks. mcq was ok too i guess. of cos also gt qns dont know how to do lah.

i dont have a paper the nxt day so i went to watch War of the Worlds with my mum!! =D hehee. finally can relax abit lor. i think the movie is nice. =)) dont watch it for the aliens and stuff ok. must understand the meaning behind the story..

Day 3 of BT: econs can pass bah.. i hope.

Thurday, 30 june:
suppose to study for math paper tmr. haha. but i'm already in a partying mood already!! i did only a couple of qns cos most of the revision qns i did them a wk ago. yeap. but i cant really remember how to do the qns lor. at the same time its so worrying but i'm nt really in the mood to do anything about it. =\ watched prject superstar. haha. there's this 2 guys who are so cute lah! M3 and M4. i dont know their names but they're cute. -winks- and they sing pretty well too.

Friday, 31 june(tt's today):
math paper. it wasnt tt tough. i think last yr's math paper was harder. well it looks harder(i didnt attempt it) and last yr there were only 10qns for 3hrs leh. this yr there were 13. so it has gotta be easier. didnt know how to do a few qns which sum up to about 24 marks. and i cld have done 4 marks out of tt 24 marks leh!!! shit man. it was a proving qns but i cldnt prove e eqn so i didnt read the following part qns. which cld have been done!! what a waste!!

and i checked with pris one of the qns and i gt it wrong. it was e elipse qn. another 3 marks. that makes a total of 27 marks gone, 73 marks left. i hope i dont make careless mistakes. =((

Day 4 of BT: math can pass. hope i get C.

one wk left..

2005-06-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

one week left..
this will prolly be my last post before the block tests. it just suddenly dawned upon me that i only have 1 week, yes, ONE WEEK! before the block tests. X( ohh nooo!! i hvnt even really started on anything except doing a little math. i guess i'm hoping for a miracle this time round.

-fingers crossed-

my head hurts terribly now. this morning my mom was mopping the floor and i sort of ran a little then i slipped and fell onto e ground and hit e back of my head against the hard marble floor. owwww....! luckily i didnt spilled the bowl of wanton mee i was holding in my hands(ok, i dropped 1 wanton. =\) if nt i wldn't have any breakfast to eat!! haha. but now there's this egg-size swelling on my head. =\ and my neck hurts too.

jiayou for the block tests pple!
ohh and wish me good luck for the block tests everyone!! i need it! aahhhh...

time to update. again.

2005-06-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

time to update. again.
recently i've just been nua-ing arnd at home, feeling so lazy that i refuse to update my blog too often.

Tuesday, 14 june:
hcvball chalet!! =D we're suppose to meet at 12 at harbourfront mrt and i decided to be nice and reach early like 'bout 11.55am. right. and i was the earliest!! sian. so i waited for the others lor. ok then the 2nd earliest was kian but technically he was late cos he reached at 12.05pm. hcvolleyballers are such late-comers lah. i shld have known.

anyway only e 5 j1 girls + kian were meeting at 12. so we went ahead check-in and stuff then off to the beach! yayy! play ball!! =)) then shortie and tallie came. so we played 5-on-5. hahaa. me chunli kian shortie n kian's jnr form the zai team! haha. all of us agreed tt the loser team must treat e winners to drinks. played 1 set then we won but then tallie say 'best of 5, best of 5!' =( ok lor. so we played best of 3 lah. but we still won lor! in the end they nv treat us leh. =\

playing vball on the beach is so tiring can. i think i'm only jumping the height of a yakult bottle. =\ anyway ying came then me ying and chunli form the steady team. we've gt steady trio hi-5s plus we were all wearing bikinis + surfshorts + hairbands + our hairs in a ponytail! =))

bbq was alright. the fire was started very quickly(credits to tallie). there was really too much food!! i ate lots of stingrays. i missed the j2 nu-dui alot!! havent seen them for such a long time!! me and chunli decided to go swimming, or rather, soaking in the pool. we were caught eating by the poolside but luckily e security guard very nice nv scold us lor. =P we talked alot lah! alot of embarassing stuff we did last time esp. when we were still kids. hhaa! after e bbq and wash-up, me and cheryl went over to e guys room to play card games and some other silly games. then someone farted in the room lah!! nobody admitted to farting so yeahs. =\ i lost the name-calling game and they made me do a stupid forfeit. i had to go over e other room and pretend tt i gt chased out of e guys room cos i apparently farted. wth!! so paiseh can. somemore admitting to something that i nv do lor. ohh then tallie thought of something even worse and shortie suggested drawing cards for it. the person with e smallest card no. will have to stay in the room while the rest go over to e other room and complain tt he/she farted so we ostro him/her. and guess what?! shortie lost lah!! whhahha! then as usual he will say something like, 'aiyahh dont want lah, paiseh!' we were giving up on tt idea when sc asked us to sneak over to e other room when shortie was in the toilet. hhaha! so eventually we managed to embarass him. =P

me n chunli had so many plans lah! tskk. but they were spoiled by the dirty seawater and the weather. spoiler lor. haha nvm we'll still have next time! -winks-

Wednesday, 15 june:
i took a nap when i reached home then i was awakened by jamie's sms. i TOTALLY forgot i had pw meeting at 4pm!!! omigawd. so i had to rush all the way down to town i was late for an hr.

Friday, 17 june:
i had pt session this morning at 9am but guess what?! i overslept! i conviently switched off my alarm clock went it rang at 7.30am. and i slept all the way to 10.30am until my friend called me. then i called chunli to apologise lor. so sorry!!!! i felt so guilty so i did pt at home by myself. GOSH!! wth is wrong with me?! i've been such a muddlehead this few days lah. rawwrr so angry with myself!! pffbt!

karaoke!

2005-05-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

karaoke!!
yayy!! me chon kelly chairmeh and ahxiang went to malaysia to sing karaoke today!! wooohoooo! it was awesome i say!! hahaa. chunli says i'm siao to go all the way there to song karaoke. HAH. u're wrong lor chunli! we sang like 7 hrs, and we paid RM24 each. only RM24 leh! wahh! with that amt, we could prolly only sing like 2-3 hrs at Kbox. so it was really worth it! and the room is much more spacious than the ones at Kbox lah.

we sang all sorts of songs; oldies, old chinese songs, lots of chinese and english songs! we would purposely choose some songs like superstar by S.H.E, its my life by bon jovi those kind of siao siao songs that make u wanna jump on the couch and scream into the mike(u-know-u-know). hahaa! so funn!!! the pple working kept walking past our room, only to find us jumping on the couches, singing at the top of our voices. hahaa. we provide a good source of entertainment i must say. the person even gave us 1 hr ++ to sing for FREE! =))

our madness caught on camera! hahaa.
(from left: chon, kelly, me and chairmeh)
(ahxiang was taking the pic of cos. =P)

the others were having sore throats after the session. kelly even had a husky voice. hahaa. i think i would have wanted to sing somemore if i neednt go home so early. my mom wants me to get back to singapore by dusk. makes me feel like cinderella. x\

anyway i didnt know i had to change my passport photo after the officer warned me that time eh! and another officer saw the note that was written 'to change passport photo' and gave my final warning lah! i was so scared can. luckily she let me pass lor. its high time i changed my passport photo lah. its super not me lah!! thankfully i dont look like my current passport photo eh. =P

karaoke rocks like totally!!! xD

jealousy

2005-05-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

i'm J-E-A-L-O-U-S.
yeah, tt's what it is. i'm jealous!!! x(

i think i've gone mad. this is madness. (ugh! i have absolutely NO idea what is this post for?!!)

haha. just ignore me. *rolls eyes

-raawwrrrr-

....

2005-05-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

......
i'm so bored at home!!! cant go(or rather choose NOT to go. xP) for elective week cos my my foot. i think i'm missing out on alot of fun lor. ohh well... i can feel my butt growing at a rate of like 2 inches per day cos i've been sitting and lazing around at home. can u believe it?! i watched American Idol 4 finals THRICE today! ALL 3 'Live' and replays. wah siao. luckily my fridge is rather empty or else i'll be eating non-stop! =\

ohh wait...
i think i emptied my fridge.

-sigh-

i'm brave!!!

2005-05-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

i'm brave!
hahaa. yeahh i'm brave lor!! so says my shifu, yao chen, chunli, maomao, ser chuan, samuel, my dustbin, ying, freddo, my ah-pa, nadalala, zx, wang hao and yeuey!! =D feeling much better already. thanks everyone for their concern!! thanks pris! for helping collect wkshts when i'm nt in sch. =))

i went to sch today to hand up my PI and go support bball in their finals. hahaa. stupid yaochen and michael keep niao-ing me, say i nv wash my feet that's y i had a corn. =\ anyway, e bball girls got champs!! damn qiang lah.. where gt pple finals can trash ppl 30+ points?! our center no.10 very qiang! my ou-xiang!! xD

the bball guys lost.. i think they under-performed. although the tjc no.5 and no.8 very qiang. hmm.. i feel so sad for them, i almost cried when the tjc player scored tt 3pointer which completely dashed our hopes of getting the score back. hope they get over their loss soon. =[

i saw yeuey ai today!!! ahaha. =)) wahh... hope my foot gets better soon! then i can go for training in june! wooohoooo!!! =D ohh yarh, michael has a flabby tummy. HAHAHAA! xD

pain.

2005-05-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

pain.....
hahaa. i bet everyone's shock to see me blogging so soon. welllll... i'm stuck at home so yeahs.

i had this persistent pain in the sole of my foot since December 2004. it turned out to be a corn or a 'chicken-eye'(direct translation from chinese). i tried using corn plasters to remove it. it worked at first but the pain kept recurring. at first it was bearable.. hurting alot occasionally, but yeah i thought it really was nothing. so i ignored it and continued with trainings and stuff. besides, i couldnt afford to do anything drastic about it like having an operation to remove it cos the season was nearing and i cant afford losing training time cos of it.

recently it worsened and it got really swollen until i couldnt even put my weight on my foot. i had such a hard time walking home form the bus stop ytd. it was terrible i say. i was hoping it would get better this morning but it didnt. that's it!!! i've had enough! i decided to operate on my foot to remove e corn. i knew if i had an operation i would be handicapped for a few days, but not as if i can walk normally with that 'thing' in my foot! =\

it took me alot of courage to ask the doctor to operate on me. i lay on the bed, stared into the white ceiling while praying silently it wouldnt hurt alot. the doctor proceeded to give me anasthetic on my foot. i was already breathing very hard to calm myself down.. then the pain when the needle went in my foot. it was excruciating(i mean every word i say). i was trying to stifle my screams by breathing out constantly, like.. u know how pregnant ladies breathe when they're giving birth. yeah it really hurts!! it seem to go deeper and there was a burning sensation in my flesh. i really cant help but scream in pain and started sobbing uncontrollably. then he started cutting the corn off. i couldnt feel anything cos of the anasthetic but there was alot of blood.

-shudders-

the anasthetic wore off and the pain was.... unbearable. the injection was worse but it was short. i was slapping myself on my thigh to divert my pain away from my foot. i cried and occasionally yelped in pain. =X i was hopping on my other foot otherwise it was impossible to walk. i tried very hard to scream and cry cos i can see my mom was very worried for me. the painkillers helped alot. i slept for 3hrs and woke up feeling sooooo much better.

shawn and chunli visted me!! =D yayy! so nice of them. u guys make my day! hahaa. both of them were disgusted at the sight of the corn(the doctor returned it to me as a keepsake). it was really gross and huge. my mom insisted that i shld show it to my dad. thanks mummy for 'pei-ing' me today! love ya lots!! =D

sorry chunli, cheryl, laytin, yutian that our 'vocal' trng today had to be postponed. =( i'll make it up nxt time by singing a song for u guys! =)) haii... i think i'll be missing the beach outing this sunday. I'M VERY VERY SAD!!! and mayb my elective programme too. =\ but nvm i'll be ready for trng in june!!

shawn says with all tt hopping i'm doing now, i can do 'bei fei' next time! woohooo!! =D

can we go for another beach outing, please pretty please?!!!!

-pouts-

update...

2005-05-15T13:40:00.000+08:00

update!
soorreh pple! hahaa. havent reeaaallly been updating huh. =X it's been soooo long since i blogged tt i'm a little lost for words. hmmmm.....

the past week has been really(yes, i mean REALLY) hectic! physics SPA, chemistry SPA, math lecture test, tons of uncompleted homework. AARRRRGGGGHHHHH!! but i'm glad its over. err... except the uncompleted homework part. x/ i totally screwed up my chem SPA!! i pressed my calculator wrongly n i wrote down the wrong answer!! but tt's still ok since i'll have method marks. but then i forgot to write '2 titration readings were done....blahh...blahh...' there goes 1 mark from my a'levels. and my math lecture test is a total flop. the qns that i attempted is only enough for a mere pass. tt's is if, i get all the qns i did correct. =\

i think i'm suffering form VTWS, which stands for Volleyball-Training-Withdrawal-Symptom.
why?! firstly, i'm beginning to sound mugger-ish. look at what i've been typing for my previous paragraph. =\
secondly, i havent been seeing much of my teammates lately. i miss u guys sooo much!! kbox anyone?!
thirdly, i think i've put on weight!! i've been eating non-stop without any exercise(unless u consider chewing my food an exercise). have u ever tried eating FIVE ice-cream cones in an afternoon?! yeap, u guessed it. that's what i did. sighh!
lastly, i'm feeling flabby!! uggghh!! i can feel my triceps wobbling whenever i wave my arms to say 'bye' to my friends. and my tummy is showing no matter how hard i try to suck it in. my thighs are flabby too! geesshhh! is that cellulite i see?!!

-screams-

jiayou!

2005-05-02T15:18:00.000+08:00

夜越黑，越能显出星星的光芒。
别放弃，总有一天，整个星空将为你亮起。
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thanks everyone for cheering me up and their concern for the past week. especially joan, cher shawna n wenyen for their nice nice msg n kinder bueno! =))

i will not fang qi. i will continue to fight for next year. i will train doubly, triply hard.

to the nan dui:
i'm so proud of u guys!! u guys showed so much fighting spirit that made me ashamed of myself. although u guys lost but u've made EVERYONE there so proud of u all!! to me, and i'm sure to the nu dui, u guys are the true champs. =))
weikiat is the bestest best captain EVER! the way u motivated n spurred the rest on truely touched me. tallie n shortie played sooo superbly well, mao mao is like the most zai setter ever! not forgetting kian, lim young, kenny and the others who really really put in their heart and soul whether or not they were playing.

yuzhenHEARTSthenandui.

it's over...

2005-04-28T02:48:00.000+08:00

it's over...
at first i felt nothing, i knew we lost it.. but i didnt know y i just felt numbed. slowly i felt the pain, the pain in my heart, i cried buckets. but it was over. nothing could change that fact...

it happened so quickly, everything that happened in the past 4-5 months seemed like a dream. i have never had such a clear goal before. i clearly knew what i wanted. it seemed so near, but yet so far. it was almost within our grasp, but it drifted away. WHY?! i still cant figure it out..

it's not ok.

counting down..

2005-04-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

counting down...
it's been almost 2 weeks since the start of the season. so far, so good i must say(though we havent really been playing to our fullest potential).

i've lost track of like most subjects! whenever i come back for lecture i just feel uber lost!! ohh well, it'd be a mere price to pay in exchange for the championship title(i.e gold medal). hahaa. i was soooo lost during phys lect today i decided to play connect-4 with yue ling to prevent myself from falling asleep. hahaa! i must say our connect-4 match was jing zhen ji lei! there was this set when we played until the whole board was almost full -- then i lost! aaarrggghhhh!! i was soooo pek chek tt i let out a scream. i didnt think it was that loud, but apparently the whole LT runed arnd to look at me. =\ ser chuan sitting right at the other end of the LT could also hear me. shucks how embarrassing!! xP the final score was 5-4. i lost. by a mere one set. haii... but nvm! i shall be back!!

-grins-

jiayou everybody!! 3 more matches to the finals, 4 more to what we've always wanted. think GOLD.

3moredays..

2005-04-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

3 more days..
i cant wait!! toa payoh stadium, we shall return! xD

JIAYOU!!

=]

2005-04-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

samuel ~~stones~~ ROCKS!!
wahhh... my dear classmate, samuel lim zhe yee is SUPER inspirational lah!! his words made me decided to delete my previous post about demoralising stuff.. stuff about doubting myself... NOOO!!!

-secret vs all- --->samuel
.*dudette . --->me

secret vs all- l says:
do u think u suck?
-secret vs all- l says:
are u really sucky?
.*dudette . says:
no.
-secret vs all- l says:
as in even if u r on form u still suck?
-secret vs all- l says:
den?
-secret vs all- l says:
why u scared?
-secret vs all- l says:
lol
.*dudette . says:
.. yar hor.
-secret vs all- l says:
even when i am off form i still proclaim myself as the shen of kallang
-secret vs all- l says:
eventually i will prove myself worthy of the title
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-secret vs all- l says:
cmon
-secret vs all- l says:
play for the team
-secret vs all- l says:
u know that if u play shittily then the team suffers
-secret vs all- l says:
den why carry on?
-secret vs all- l says:
visualise ur game
-secret vs all- l says:
everyday
-secret vs all- l says:
visualise urself doing the correct things... spiking, receiving, serving..
-secret vs all- l says:
everything
-secret vs all- l says:
haha
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-secret vs all- l says:
remember wat u did for the team and wat u can do
-secret vs all- l says:
and visualise urself doing it again and again
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secret vs all- l says:
pro will always be pro.. unless u start slacking off
-secret vs all- l says:
yup
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i shall believe in myself.

hahaa. therefore, i shall proclaimed samuel lim zhe yee as my inspiration-cum-motivation supplier. (i know u're reading this!) ur job will be to hear me fa-lao-sao and talk alot alot to me and give me alot alot of inspiration and motivation and alot alot alot of jiayou-s!! hahaa.

yu zhen jiayou bah!! =]

jiayou.

2005-03-27T19:42:00.000+08:00

jiayou!
we had a friendly match at ccab today. with the same team we played last time. this time their standard was better lor, better than last time. so its more competitive. the first set we played damn well lah! except tt our receiving n service was no gd and it only allow us a small marginal win(28-26). the rest of the games we didnt play too well lor... my spiking today was shitty lah! tskk.. i'm doing my bad habit again!!(nv spike with my arm straight) rawwrrrr!!!

jiayou!! i must do the blocking action properly. i must spike with my hand straight. i must improve further!!!!

hcvball a'girls team 2005. =))

let's jiayou!!

class bbq

2005-03-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

class bbq!
ytd we had a class bbq again!! at sam's hse again!! hahaa. yeahh like the last time, freddie(aka domestic house-husband) did most of the cooking. while the others did most of the eating. =X

after the pigging out and all that we finally sat down to play pass-the-parcel and supposedly more games, but the guys cldnt wait to throw nicky into the water.

-splashhh!-

yeap. and so one by one all of them gt pushed/thrown/hauled/dumped/wrestled/tackled into the water. not a single guy was spared. hahaa.

the 'waterboys'.

they wanted to throw me into the water too but luckily i had my camera with me! hahaa. stupid freddie n yueling tried to trick me into putting down my camera or something. HAH. xP then for some reason jamie was thrown into water. poor thing!

i decided to play a game with the guys: we wld play scissors-paper-stone and the loser will have to take a step closer towards the pool. so the loser will eventually have to jump in. MWHAHAHHHA! i'm like how qiang in scissors-paper-stone lah! i was on a winning streak man! wooohoo!

one by one, my challengers fall into the pool, while i, remain standing.

-smirks-

then, stupid freddie decides to push nicky into the water and nicky pushed me and i... fell into the pool. =\
eventually i still got wet.
ohh well.

but we had so much fun. =))

2005-03-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

some pics we took at the bbq...

me and joanie!! =))

2005-03-26T17:28:00.000+08:00

05s63!! <3

appeal... success!

2005-03-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hwa Chong - I made it again.
yayy!! my appeal was successful!! HAH. i almost died worrying while waiting for the confirmation call. so many questions went through my mind like,

"ohh noooo... if i never receive the call, then i wont have to go trng tmr(today) liao! i will no longer be in hcvball!"

"and i'm going to be stuck in sajc for 2 YEARS!!"

..yeah u know, stuff like that.

it was such a great feeling to step into sajc's general office and tell the clerk, "excuse me, i'm here to transfer out of sajc."

HAH. damn shuang lah.

yeap and i was at the general office(Hwa Chong) to hand in the form to extend my bus pass. there were like so many students and their parents waiting to see the principal, requesting for their child to stay/get in Hwa Chong. i can see and feel the disappointment in their eyes. really. it's damn sad lah, and i know ppl who got into Hwa Chong and decided/realised that Hwa Chong is not the place for them and starts complaining.. yada-yada-yada. like c'mon lahh! why nt put the sch u wanna go as ur first choice in the first place?! taking up pple's space lor!! mei liang xin.

to ingriddy, nicky, raymond, chen wee, weixiong, tee yan :
05s63HEARTSyouguys. will miss you guys loads. =))

prays HARD.

2005-03-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

-prays-
got my posting results today: SAJC
quite shock lorh.. i thought i'll get into ajc. must be bcos tt time i transferred out of there n they bear a grudge against me n decided not to accept me again. =\ what a petty sch!! xP

technically i didnt go to sch today. for what lah?! damn 'pi' lor.. getting posting results only. quite a sad day for my class i think... 15 pple didnt get into hc lah. i went to sch during my class break to like ask the others their results n stuff.

-sighh-

shimin, our beloved setter, didnt get in too!! tskk. what-the-hell. so now me shimin n ser chuan appealing. hope there's good news tmr!! shall go sajc's chapel of resurrection to pray. HARD.

yeah so me chun n cheryl decided to go to the beach!! woohoo! =)) haha. the weather was just right! it wasnt too hot, perfect day to laze arnd. haha. and so we did, just lay on the sandy beach and tan. didnt really manage to get a tan but we talked alot. hahaa. xP

chunli, me and cheryl. =))

please please please let my appeal be successful!!! i really dont know how to survive elsewhere lah...
somebody SAVE me.

yayy!

2005-03-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

that's it. I will rule.
yayy!! finally changed my template!! =))

comments anyone?! i think it's cute!! hahaa. sometimes i do have crazy thoughts too(maybe not thoughts of dominating the world). hehee. shall cont'd to keep them to myself. =P

-cackles evilly-

but at least u guys can be sure that i DO NOT talk to my shoelace.

bleahh.

2005-03-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

bleahhh.
yeaps it's the beginning of the march hols!! hahaa. it's only a mere one week break but nevertheless, NO SCHOOL!! NO TUTORIALS!! NO LECTURES!! hahaa.. i feel xinfu.

had training today. was a leeetle late for trng but it didnt even start till 4 lorh. e guys team was having friendly with shuqun. i realised shuqun's standard dropped alot, nt as qiang as before. and my warm-up partner is back!! =)) hahaa.

yikes!! ser chuan sprain his ankle! what bad timing lahh!! his ankle was extremely swollen i tell u. and it seems pretty bad cos he had to go to the hospital instead of a sinseh. =\ shall pray that it's nt very very serious.

sighh.. i feel uber stupid!! my spikes kena blocked so many times today(excuses: mayb cos the blocker is a guy). tskk.. must change my spiking angle. only stupid spikers get blocked.

-determined-

update

2005-03-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

back!!
well well, can see there's like pple urging me to UPDATE. i've been like how busy lah!! dont even have time to go online..(well actually cos i'm just too tired and lazy) ANYWAY, alot of things happening to me n the pple arnd me this week, both good n bad stuff.

like some pple in my class leaving Hwa Chong, or leaving the class.

-sighh-

seriously saddening.
and getting into deep shit for ponning GP, lying to econs tcher, ponning PW. i'm worried for my cca appeal. and those pple cca appealing in my class. =X damn sian.

ying sprained her ankle. i'm missing my warm-up partner!!!!
X( luckily it's nt serious.. TAKE CARE YING!!

my right arm hurts like crazy i tell u, everytime i arch it back to make the spiking action, it just hurts! not forgetting when i serve. i think my arm might drop off soon. =\ but thank god for yoko-yoko!! at least it eases my pain temporarily. =))

i've got TONS of hmwk to complete lah!!! not forgetting additional holiday hmwk. =\ hmm... i think i shall pia some tmr!

HAHAAHA! I WON U SAMUEL LIM!! -evil laughter- the score is 1-1 now lorh. heh. wanna race again?! =))

i'm scared!! what if my misdeeds is going to cost me a place in Hwa Chong?! -screams-
i seriously dont know where can i go if i dont get into HC lor...

-fingers crossed-

olevel results.

2005-02-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

i was in a jittery mood the ENTIRE day.

today, is the release of the GCE O'Level results..

i was so very afraid, wondering if i would be able to get 14 and below in order to appeal into Hwa Chong. i decided not to go back to BP tt early, afraid that some tchers may just tell me some bad, horrid news about my results. vincent and mr quek congratulated me. vincent told me my result slip looks really good, cos i got all distinctions, but too many A2s. and he also said i gt A2s for double math. mr quek was rather disappointed that i didnt get an A1 for emath. i was feeling rather relieved yet disappointed..

as the P was announcing the results, name of pple with 7 distinctions.. (go up on stage)

me: -claps claps claps-

names of pple with 8 distinctions..(go up on stage)

me: -claps claps claps- (waiting for my name to be called out)
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my name wasnt read out. apparently they missed it out. it made me so worried that i thought vincent lied to me and in fact i got lousier results.

gee thanks.

so i got 10, needless to say i have to appeal. i'll just pray that it'll be successful.

-fingers crossed-

x-country.

2005-02-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

tireddd.
i'm soo tired!!! yesterday was my FIRST ever cross-country! my virgin run!! hahaa. i was much much much reluctant to run but decided nt to pang sehh my class. i was sooo nervous cos i suck in running(esp. long distance running). everyone chiong when the signal to start was sounded lah!! nt wanting too lose out i chiong-ed too. luckily i did, if nt i think i'll be wayyy back.

since sch started, i hvnt been to a single pe lesson cos i ponned them for trng. and we dont do tt much running in trng. so expected my stamina is like how shitty. aiming to be top100, but failed lah. quite sad. =\ alot of pple were expecting me to be quite fast cos they assume that i can run fast cos i'm tall n skinny. tskk.. expectations.

however, our class girls still gt 4th overall!! like what-the-hell. they took the top4 results of each competitive runner in class(i happened to be the 4th) and tabulated. wahh! didnt expect to get anything at all since my results were like how shitty. must be beacuse joan and the others ran well.. mayb if i ran faster we could have gotten 3rd. =\ well, good effort everyone!! =)) thankfully i ran, if not i'll be such a pang sehh-er. hehee.

yuzhenHEARTS05s63!!

gd luck for the results everyone. hope my results will allow me to stay in Hwa Chong. 05s63 rocks!!! =))

TIRED.

2005-02-20T12:15:00.000+08:00

tired.
i hvnt been blogging for quite awhile already, reckon if i didnt blog today, it'll be another wk later before i start blogging. =)) nxt week is going to be hectic!! lots of tests, projects and presentations to complete, unfinished hmwk, not to mention trainings! (although trgs is the fun part.) i think i'm like sooo dead!! and the olvl results are soon to be released!! AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!

15th feb:
Happy 17th Birthday to ME! thank u EVERYONE! for their birthday well-wishes n presents! =))

18th feb:
Happy 17th Birthday to chunli!! heh. we had trg tt day, but the weather was super shitty!! of all days it had to rain on a training day! and on a day which we had NO indoor court!! =\ so we did weights. and i started telling everyone about my super paiseh math lecture story, which goes like this:

i was feeling so extremely tired and feel asleep, and there was this tcher sitting right behind me. i ignored him cos i thought he's some stupid gong-gong new tcher lah. then yueling woke me up, saying the tcher behind told me to wake up. then i saw him walking down to the front of the LT and took over the lecture for the nxt topic. i was like, ok...

then he said,"i think some of u all are feeling very sleepy already, just now there was this girl sitting at the back , sleeping through almost half of mr chai's lecture."

-pengs-

the whole class turned arnd and like laugh at me lah!!! if that wasnt bad enough, the lecturer started teaching and asked a qn. and he said,"ohh.. y not we ask the girl sleeping just now to answer the qn?!"

-faints-

i almost died of embarrassment. the whole LT turned and look at the direction tt he was pointing at. and the worst thing is, i dont know the answer lah!!! sooooo embarrassing!

19th feb:
had trng as usual. sooo very tired frm watching ytd's dramafeste. hahaa. very enjoyable though!! so hilarious!! =))

"till tmr, my sweet prince..."
"till tmr, my princess"

WHAHHAA! me n ying were laughing like crazy! and mimicking Ares' play.

-cackles-

trng was so terrible. everyone was like so unhappy and moody, everyone was more or less affected. luckily coach didnt see the state we were in.. or else he wld have been so disappointed. BUT, everyone managed to pick themselves up for the friendly match later in the aftnn, and i think we played quite well as a team!! good job everyone!! =)) lingwei!! happy theory works!! heh. =D

me and ying rushed off for JTSafter the friendly. coach made us bathe in the male toilet cos there werent enough cubicles in the female toilet and he wanted to debrief us. sehhh... ying was sooo suay lah! the cubicle she bathe in had no shower head(only hose), no hook to hang the clothes, and NO LOCK! bwhhaha! i wasnt much better either, my shower head dropped off halfway thru my shower. hahaa! what a 'lan pok' toilet!

"why do u play volleyball?!"
"cos i like playing volleyball, it makes me happy. =))"
-jiayou!

valentine's day.

2005-02-14T21:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!

hahaa. woww! the WHOLE of Hwa Chong celebrates Valentine's Day lah!! every class bench is filled with gifts, flowers, balloons. WOW!! but i think our class bench is like the one with the most gifts! hahaa. yayy! thank you everyone for their chocolates, cookies, brownies, cornflakes, lightbulb, slippers, etc!! so very happy to receive them!!

special thanks to chunli!! i love ur agar-agar!! wahhhh.... so nice lorh!! i cant bear to eat it! -touched- also ying, nicholas, hwei fen, cherlyn, cheryl, jamie, gloria, freddie(for the 'lao fong' but still nice cookies), samuel, pris, peixuan, my angel(michael), my mortal(shortie), and wahh! everyone lah!! THANK YOU! hahaa. =)) feel so guilty for nt preparing anything for the class. aaaarrrrgggghhhhhh!! guilt-ridden. =\ nvm next yr, i shall prepare something super nice!!! promise promise lor. so everyone stay in Hwa Chong and 05s63 k?!! i shall pray day and night that i can stay too!! -fingers crossed-

yuzhenHEARTSeveryone!! =))

cny celebrations!

2005-02-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

CNY celebrations!
yayy!! i'm so glad i didnt pon sch today. hahaa. chinese new yr celebrations at hwa chong is funn!! =)) wahh... the decorations everywhere around the sch(esp. the central plaza) really bring out the new yr atmosphere! so nicee!! our stall was rather successful i must say, and i realised i'm quite good at doing henna too! hehee. -beams- i had 5 customers today, and it made me realised how hard is it to do a business. and it really makes me happy when u see ur customer satisfied with what they ask for! hehe. =)) as usual, went arnd taking photos and stuff. check out some of 'em below!

i went back to BP also, but it was rather late already and everyone left, but chon kelly chairmeh syek yi and chee waited for me! yayy! hahaa. thanks for the pressie chon and charimeh! so sorry 406ers! didnt manage to meet up with u all!! luckily we met up on sunday already. hahaa. miss u guys!!!

me, yu tian and ying. wahhh! can u feel the new yr atmosphere?! =))

2005-02-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

up-down!! hahaa. =))

2005-02-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

sistas!!(jie mei) hahaa. 'nu-ren'(e one in the middle) is sooo funny lahh! =D

406 reunion!

2005-02-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

406 reunion dinner.
yayy! at last.. our 406 reunion dinner! =)) sadly nt everyone turned up lorh. how saddening! esp. nadya!! -pouts- i miss you dahh-ling!! i think it was quite fun lor! got to know how everyone was doing in their own jcs and other stuff. yeaps! oooh. we went to sakura to eat! hehee. first time for me.. i think the food was nt bad! =)) and after dinner we went to 'guang hua shi'(visit the flower market). hahaa. check out some pics we took!! (click to enlarge)

406 reunion! (sadly nt everyone)

2005-02-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

hahaa. me amongst the pretty flowers!!

2005-02-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

yeuey!!

2005-02-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

the 'flower girls'. =))

screwed.

2005-02-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

screwed.
i'm sooo screwed!! i have TONS of incompleted homework to do!!! aaaaarrrgggghhhhhhhhhh. but i have so little time.

1 econs essay - it was a punishment for not doing my essay out-line. doofus of me.
2 GP essays.
1 GP comprehension passage
1 math tutorial.
1 chem tutorial.
1 phys tutorial.
1 chinese hmwk - i havent finished the 'chang wen suo duan'.

i have training tmr. (yayy!) there goes my saturday.. but it's for a good cause so nvm. i have a reunion dinner with the 406ers. it's for a good cause too!!! =)) and i have yet to finish my new yr clothes shopping!! mayb i'll do it on sunday aftnn. so there goes my sunday too!! x\

anyway, backtracking a little. wednesday night was sheer trauma for me. training ended at like 8 as usual, and wei kiat(the guys team capt.) had to rush home to prepare for his bio SPA the following day. his dad came to fetch him and so he ran under this flight of stairs which was super low, and rammed his head into it. me and cheryl saw what happened cos apparently we were saying byebye to him. at first we thought it was nothing serious, mayb just a bruise. then when we went over for a closer look, he was putting his hand on his head and there was like stuff dripping from it. BLOOD! omigosh!! i was soo bloody(pun not intended) freaked out! i was like in a fluster and like didnt really know what to do. there was really alot of blood! SCARYY!! then we called for help and all tt, tried to stop the bleeding(the towel was SOAKED in blood!!) until the ambulance came. i was scared to tears lah!! 7 stitches. owww.... we visted him the next day and he seemed pretty ok. thank god it wasnt too serious despite the large amt of blood loss.

-pheww- get well soon wei kiat!! =))

stoning.

2005-01-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

stoning.
sch was soooooooooooo extremely boorring!! stoning the whole day, slept through math tutorial. i almost died.

everyone ponned pw today cos we're suppose to do our own work(like who will do lah!). and we slacked at the student's lounge for 2periods. damn shiok esp when i was hogging the whole sofa to myself, sllleeeeepppppingg.

i successfully ponned pe again today, to go for training. i'd rather play volleyball than go for pe and RUN! no offence but how can anyone like running?! =\ anyway, today's training was quite fun. =)) practising our combis and 'kuai gong'. hahaa. feeling rather accomplished cos i think i'm getting the hang of it. me and ying were partners when practising our combis. steady! i think we quite got 'mo qi', got spike some gd balls today. =))

yikes. i really got quite alot of homework unfinished. =\ i just realised i have to do phys tutorials. i think most of the pple in my class finished it already lorh..

-shakes head-

2005-01-29T19:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOEY AND YUELING!!!

hahaa. yesterday was their birthdays. they were seriously dreading the poling. hahaa, which guy doesnt?! i dont think any normal guy in his right mind would wanna get his.. ahem... family jewels hurt. so yeahh.. the class was talking about it the ENTIRE day, wondering what it'll be like. it's a first time experience for me. hmm... poling.

anyway, sch ended at 1520 and everyone was at the student's lounge. the senior class started chanting 'pole! pole! pole! pole!' mmkay! here it goes. both the senior and junior class went over to the flagpole to witness this shocking event. the guys were the only ones who participated. first they carried joey, legs apart, 'Happy Birthday to YOU!' WHAMM!!!

-flagpole shakes violently frm side-to-side-

girls: -screams and covers eyes-

this lasted for the entire english version of the birthday song.(thank god they didnt continue with the chinese song) then it was yueling's turn.

girls: -screams-

ohh my god! it was seriously traumatising!!! i was screaming my head off, covering my eyes whenever the victim(s) were a few seconds away from the impact!! wahhh... and it attracted like almost the WHOLE school to watch it!! joey and yueling, immediately turining into celebrities. what a painful price to pay for fame ya?! hahaa.

-sigh-

the past 2 trainings havent been exactly smooth-going for me. i totally screw up in my first ball and spike receiving. feeling so confused now!! tskk.. i cant seem to figure out WHY?! really nt focused at all. i'm like hindering the team's progress. everyone is playing well except for me!!!! my bad habit of showing my emotions is coming back again.. ohh no. i was really on the verge of 'beng kui-ing' during training. HELPP!!!!!!! my confidence has dropped greatly again.

am i deproving again?! nooo...

rawrr!

2005-01-25T18:05:00.000+08:00

rawwrr!!
tagboard SUCKS!!! it's down AGAIN. it's making my blog take AGES to load! pfffbt.

yes yes. haven't been blogging for ages too. shall blog on some events that happened over the past week.

Friday, 21st jan:
yeaps, public holiday!!. we had STJ! -grins- i was supposed to go watch this french movie on euthanasia tt morning, at 9.30am. at plaza singapura. -.- sooo early!! in the end i decided nt to go and sleeeepppp my whole morning away~

i cant believe what a pig i am. i woke up for breakfast, slept at 11am until 2.45pm. i was seriously going to be late meeting the others at 4 at marina bay mrt. thankfully everyone was rather late so yeahh.. =)) well then we went over to the bus-stop to wait for the bus, it was packed! seems like everyone eats steamboat on a public holiday. then, someone pushed me and i rammed my foot right into some concrete thingy under the bus-stop seat. OWWW!! it was still hurting after a looong time when then i realised that my toe was swelling! and it became purplishy-red. yuck!

ohh well. we played frisbee and captain's ball there before dinner. it's my usual steamboat eating place with my pals. (like who doesnt go to zhen fa to eat steamboat?!) the char siew is damn nice as usual! played pool til quite late after eating. overall it was fun!! =)) except the part when i injure my toe. =\

Saturday, 22nd jan:
sooo shagged frm yesterday's fun. had to wake up early to go for training. my toe hurts like crazy. it swelled even more and turn really purple!! i was beginning to think whether there's a need to amputate it. =X it'll be TERRIBLE if i wont be able to train!!!

-screams-

thankfully, i still manage to 'ren tong' (bear with the pain) and train. tskk.. keep spiking outball when i spike position4 especially. somehow i 'shuai shou', but i did it unknowingly lorh. -sad- must change!! stop this bad habit!!

-rawwrrr-

hahaa! cheryl bought a swiss roll to celebrate shimin's b'day. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SHIMIN!! after trg we went to eat at curry wok. the auntie there was very nice to us! =D felt so xing fu(blissful) eating there. i felt so pig cos i was the only girl who asked for extra rice. =\ the j1s went to shop for shimin's b'day pressie after lunch(except shimin of cos.) at west mall. surprisingly there were quite alot of stuff there! changed quite abit since the last time i've been there. coach went with us too. hahaa. n he sponsored $10 for her pressie. so nice! i also want lorh! =P

Monday, 24 jan:
i spent the whole sunday night making shimin's birthday card. hard work man!! sch's boring as usual. toe swelling subsided. =)) hopefully it'll recover by wednesday cos got training!!

gave shimin her pressie and card! yayy! i think she likes them! -beams-

ohh then me ph joey ying cheryl chun and shimin went to watch 'the phantom of the opera'. it's sooooo nice!!! the songs are soo nice lorh!! especially the love song!! =)) lalalalaalaaa... cheryl and joey said they heard me singing to the songs during the movie. so paisehhh! -embarrassed- i thought i didnt sing too loudly eh. hahaa. just hope i didnt sound too bad. heh. =D

jiayou yu zhen!! u shall continue to improve!!
-determined-

2005-01-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

champions no less.
woahh.. i really havent been blogging for a looooonng time. been busy with sch(mostly trgs though). but i'm enjoying it. =))

last week we had trgs(as usual) and 2 friendly-s: played against woodlands ring sec. and our seniors that graduated frm Hwa Chong. we won both. i can really feel that we are playing more like a team now. more familiar with the dui xin(formation). and we seem to be communicating better now. =)) yayy!!!

i think for both friendly-s we played quite well. everyone is playing their part as a team lorh... i think i'm being less emotional on court already. i havent been showing too much exasperation whenever i make mistakes, i think. hahaa. correct me if i'm wrong ya?! and communication is really really darn important. it really makes the difference.

according to coach, we played well in today's trg too. =)) keep it up everybody!! ji xu jiayou wor!!

i shall go improve on my service cos it's nt hiong enough. i shall go improve on my bao qiu so that i can spike better. i shall go improve on my first ball and receiving so that we can play and perfect our combis. i shall jump higher so that i can block and spike better. i shall be less emotional on court and nt be affected by my mistakes, cos i'll affect the others in one way or another. i shall improve!!!!

Champions no less.

2005-01-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

umm...
yesterday during trg we had this team talk and we basically thrash out whatever we think would make the team better and problems that we have. yeap~ my problem is really nt easy to overcome but i shall do my best!!

-jiayou-

ohh and we agreed that we shld do something to build our team spirit. so we decided every morning we shall meet at the 'vball' table in the canteen before going for assembly. so i tried to reach sch earlier today only to find no one in the canteen. hmm... and so i went back to my class bench. mayb i shld initiate this trend first and nt depend on lingwei or the others to do so. =\

anyway, phys lecture starts at only 12.40 today. so most of my class peeps decided to crash rjc. which i was rather reluctant to do so cos i'm nt close with the bpians that went there. anyway at least most of us still decided to hang out together there.. so it wasnt too bad.

Raffles Junior College:
-average cuteness of guys higher than Hwa Chong.
-many many of the rjc pple busy mugging and doing their tutorials. -freaky-
-has more canteen stalls than Hwa Chong.
-their hokkien mee tastes wayy better than Hwa Chong's.

however, i still like my sch! and my class! =D

i went back to bp today to collect my award voucher. $150!! =)) the girls n guys were having trg. it's like sooo long since i've seen them train lah! i was talking to vance and then i realised there were soo many things that happened within just a month and a half. i miss bp!! i miss the leaf-covered court. =\ hahaa. ermm.. nt really actually. but i really miss everyone!!

2005-01-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

406/2004
even though 05s63 is fun, it's a different kind of fun compared to 406/2004.

406/2004, the fun we had was really really really... i cant find the right word to describe it. but all 406ers, u guys shld know ya?! we do crazy stuff that i'm sure most ppl will find appalling. i cant go around flashing my panty to my classmate now, neither can i go around singing out-of-tune at the top of my voice...

i really find it a little hard to adjust.

406/2004 once a class, always a class.
i miss yeuey's reaction when i flash her my panty..
i miss calling nadya a minah...
i miss gennie and iz singing "i wanna be a tai-tai, i wanna be a tai-tai!"
i miss my fellow twin tower jolynn,
i miss shihan aka my rose, cos i'm her jack...
i miss nana and her thong..
i miss bitching arnd..
i miss the 'puns' and cold jokes(esp. by yeuey)..
i miss walking arnd in lot 1 asking each other,"where do yoouuuu wanna go??"...
"i dont know, where do yooouuu wanna go?!"
i miss everyone.

+406/2004

s63 rocks!

2005-01-08T01:29:00.000+08:00

s63 <3
even though i'm like damn tired now, i still decided to blog. there's like eons of events i wanna blog about!

5th january:
the first day i got to meet my class.
first impression: nt very fun, rather dead. got a few sporty-looking guys, but also a few 'nua' ones. i was like, kinda sian diao. then i msged ying to tell her tt my class may nt be fun.

ying says: dont worry, u'll have a VERY fun senior class.

during discussion of orientation item and flag-making, the girls voiced their opinions out easily while the guys were like stoning initially. victor was sleeping at a corner somemore!!!

-faints-

meeting with the seniors is damn fun lah! i was looking forward to it. i'm in ying ph shawn and joey's junior class. =D we did those introducing-ourselves-stuff and then played games. we played games like passing pocky stix and mentos sweets, using our mouth. as if it wasnt bad enough, we had to lie on the floor, side by side, alternating guys and girls. then bend over the one beside u to pass him the sweet. traumatising!!

ohh and later we had a telematch. it was pretty much like station games where u'll get really wet and dirty. our class started to 'warm up'. we played and cheered quite well together as a class, and won 4 out of 5 games. hehee. nt bad nt bad. =))

we stayed back to discuss bout our orientation item and flag design till 9pm(the mean security guard chased us away). ying shawn ph and joey stayed back to help us in one way or another. ohh and i must definitely say this: joey dances DAMN nice!!! <3

6th january:
i reached sch early to do weights with cheryl and yu tian(cheryl was sleeping there though). and i got blisters on my fingers. =((

it's another day of games. first up was the Amazing Race, Hwa Chong version of cos. hahaa. quite fun but the running arnd part was a lil' tiring. then there were song sessions and faculty sessions which we have to learn our fac dance. nt nice lorh. =\ we played station games too. and i did weights after sch with ying and chun. my blisters are bursting!!! i only managed to finish 16 sets. =\

all classes stayed back to prepare for orientation item and flag. i help with the flag painting. tt's why it's nice. =D also learnt and practised the dance. it's a couple dance and there was this part i have to lift one of my legs and my partner have to hold it and i have to lean back. i always end up losing my balance and screaming. =\
so embarrassing!! esp. with the seniors watching. but it was really alot alot of fun!!

7th january:
the last day of our orientation. during morning assembly, some councillor announced,"all j1s, please collected ur econs notes for monday's econs lecture". sehhh.. so fast having lessons already.

we had a briefing of on war games. like how we're supposed to play it. it was between 4 faculties. some councillor caught me for wearing slippers instead of sandals and said that i'm nt allowed to play in slippers. thank god i borrowed frm someone who wasnt playing. if not i'll have to sit at one corner and watch other ppl play. how boring! there were rules like no grabbing and all that. but once i was in the other fac's territory, the girls there grabbed me and tried to burst my water bomb. byatches. i was damn pek chek and kicked a few of them. =X

specimen 'yu zhen'
CAUTION: May display extremely violent behaviour when provoked. beware.

-growls-

anyway. it was still fun! forming alliances and attacking the strongest faculty together, getting into the starch pool 7 times, which was basically a pool of water mixed with alot of flour and some other stuff as the more and more ppl gt into the starch pool. gross...

our orientation item didnt get chosen to represent our faculty. -sad-
i think it's still better than the other classes skit, which wasnt as funny during the campfire than the auditions. =\ the campfire was really fun!! especially the ending part when we sang songs and danced the mass dances, which i still know nuts about! hahaa. after which we went to have supper with the senior class at newton. it was like an excursion when we boarded the bus. hahaa. just pretty much talked and crapped alot with everyone.

wow! i'm really glad to be in 05s63. =)) i'm so lucky, to have a fun class and fun seniors!! =))

-BEAMS-

04/05s63 totally rock!!

college life.

2005-01-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

start of my jc life...
the first day was damn boring. all the talks, 90% of them were nt important lorh. NUS and NTU ppl came and talked bout what courses they offer. =\ i mean c'mon lah! we still gt quite alot of time before we go university right?! the auditorium was designed in such a way that it's extremely uncomfortable to sleep!

anyway, me chun and cheryl ponn-ed the dance session ytd to go for trg. only to be disappointed by how sucky i played.(as in i'm disappointed with myself)

this morning's events were boring too:-

submission of subject combination forms:
not my problem, cos mine is already confirmed. =]
talk by principal, code of conduct, library talk:
damn sian lah. cheryl and chun pang-sehh-ed my breakfast plans at KAP. =\ luckily ying jiayan and lingwei went with me. hahaa. =))
college tour:
also sian. ponn-ed and went to njc to crash with alison. we saw ALOT of familiar faces there!! =)) something hard to see at hwa chong. they were like having loads of fun!! came back and played ball with chun alison n jackson.

afternoon's song and cheer session and the ice-breaking games session with our og's were quite fun. i have no idea why and how i click with ppl so easily today, maybe because i'm nt in a foul mood. hahaa. it's the first day i got to know my og pple, and the next day we'll most probably end up in different classes.

-sad-

just when i started to know and make new friends lah.
anyway i got into 05s63! hahaa. ying's junior class! =D nt bad lah, at least i have a fun senior class(according to ying). hopefully my class is damn enthu, damn crazy and damn nonsensical!!

wooohhhooo! i'm excited! =))

2005-01-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

charmaine and me!! =D

2005-01-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

cookie monster! *growl*

2005-01-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

almost everyone. =))

2005-01-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

mahjong session! i'm the one covering my face. =))

2005-01-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

everyone's so shagged!

2005-01-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

yeuey!! <3

chalet!

2005-01-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

406 chalet
just return home nt long ago from my 406 class chalet. i'm soooo shagged! overall i can say that the chalet rocked!!! except the weather was poo. it rained rained rained....

+sigh.

Day 1 (31st dec):

i was late meeting everyone, cos i overslept. =X instead i met chinghong and charmaine(the late-comers). we played monopoly in the room when we reached there, then started our bbq. hehee. thanks to woon wei, our fire started much much much earlier than our neighbours.

coughs-coughs-l--l-oser.

the food was great! i guess it was because of the marinate. =D niceee!!! ohh and nadya's 'fren' (moves head) came. haha. private joke. =D 11.40pm, we headed down for the countdown party at downtown east since our chalet is somewhere there. it was packed! 5,4,3,2,1... HAPPY NEW YEAR!! everyone was screaming and spraying streamers all arnd. nt forgetting to mention shoving. =\

i was screaming 'happy new year', and using my butt to shove some irritating ppl who tried to get too close at the same time. ohh well. we moved into the dance floor and partied!! the DJ was playing techno. nt exactly our favourite but we had a spanking great time!! it was like HOT in there. phew. i was sweating buckets, my top was soaked in sweat, my hair was wet, sweat was dripping from my face, trickling down my legs. WOAAAHH! i didnt know dancing was such a great workout. i was feeling so high!! =D

here comes the spoiler: the party ended at 1++ am. cos apparently bengs and mats were getting into fights and the police decided to end it early. what the... we only partied for an hr?! that's all??!

some idiotic ahbeng purposely pushed me using his hand when we stopped for drinks after the party ended. c'mon lor! so friggin obvious lah. he was walking to and fro around us. and he had the cheek to say "sorry arh" way after he knocked into me. i shld have went over and slapped him then say "sorry arh". and he tried to do the same stunt again lor. tmd.

Day 2:

the weather was still no good. =\ couldnt really do much cos of the weather. we swam in the evening and it was freezing lorh! had to keep swimming in order nt to freeze. hehee. i competed with shaowei, to see who could swim underwater(bottom of swimming pool) the furthest. HAH! i won. by a lot. =D but i think we were tied when we competed in swimming. =\

played mahjong too. which we hao bu rong yi rented it. i shall nt digress too much, for i might just go crazy thinking bout it. charmaine's marcus came over and we played mahjong together. all of us gave the thumbs up and approval stamp for marcus. hahaa. this chalet was some sort like a boyfriend-evaluation thing.

mayb it was the swim that made me soo tired. i couldnt take it and slept at 3. and i didnt wake up until 9+ nxt morning.

Day 3(2nd jan):

this marks the end of our chalet, and more significantly, the end of our secondary sch lives. i wonder if we can still be so close in the near future... i wonder how everyone will be doing for their first 3mths. i'm even starting to miss Lot1. i wouldnt be able to go home with yeuey and nadya taking bus190. no more wondering, " where do youu wanna go?" " i dont know, where do youuu wanna go??" after sch. i wonder if everyone would keep theit promise to come back to wu zhong on chinese new year day celebration, cca orientation day, etc. i hope that even when we're sooooo busy, we could at least hang out. and have a chalet once a year. at the very very least, continue to tag my blog ok??!

i miss all of you guys!!! i love all of youuu loads!!!
-muuuuuaaaahhhhhh-

xin li jiao cui.

2004-12-29T18:57:00.000+08:00

xin li jiao cui...
woke up at 11.30am today. my eyes were still tired and puffy from what happened yesterday, prolly bcos i didnt sleep well. my mind was still occupied on that.. shant elaborate anymore on that.

thanks chunli, cheryl and shimin, for hearing me 'su ku' yesterday night.

and to chon, syek yi, chee, chairmeh and kelly: thanks for the gifts! =))
ohh yes. and chunli too! thank you!

2004-12-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

hehee.
firstly, chun li is back!! yayy! i miss u chun li!! =D

haha. dont get me wrong, i'm 100% heterosexual ok?! ohh yes yesterday i finally posted my handmade christmas cards. better to be late then never! and we(hc vball team) had a bbq yesterday. yeap, so i also manage to give ying, jiayan, ahwei, cheryl, shimin their x'mas cards. from their reaction i think they quite like it lahh. =))

i think the bbq was nt bad. i spent most of time sitting on those big big rocks, talking to shimin bout what's going to happen in the next first 3mths, vball stuff, our future job, yadayadayada... but my bum was feeling prettay sore after that. i (sort of)learnt how to play 'bridge', which according to the others is a very intellectual game.

hmmm...

ohh well. hahaa. dont know why but we were quite tired after the bbq even though we were only exercising our mouths. it ended at bout 11pm. took a cab with ph shawn and kenny. i realised that if like many pple sharing a cab is super worth it cos like u only need to pay slightly more but u get to enjoy more comfort. get it?! =))

ok. today we had a friendly match against sajc. i played like shit can. =\

played 4 sets, i committed in total:
-13 receiving errors
-2 service errors
-1 spiking error

shocking numbers. -sigh- our first ball receiving was super shitty, we cant even set up decent spike combinations. the worst thing was they werent even qiang ehh. we 'committed suicide'.

everyone jiayou bah! we need to be 10 times better then we are now in order to be champions. jiayou!!!

i am definitely capable of more than what i am doing now... i must tell myself it's just a hiccup that's hindering my progress. wo hui ke fu ta de..

merry christmas!

2004-12-25T22:37:00.000+08:00

In this joyous season of merry-making and endless parties, remember this:

"Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator."

Merry Christmas everyone. =))

2004-12-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

23hrs and 35mins to x'mas!
wooah. it's christmas eve already! and i'm still struggling with my x'mas cards and presents.

yikes.

i hope the cards i mailed will reach the recipients on time.
hahaa. i think the cards i made are nicee~ =D hehee. not that i'm blowing my own trumpet lah. but it really is not bad. super tedious work lor, so hope u guys like it. =))

alrighteyy. back to work now! =))

=D

2004-12-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

Hwa Chong. I made it. =]

-phew-

2004-12-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

i am riding the crimson tide... hopefully this will mark the end of my pms-y-ness.

-prays-

when can i reach my peak again?! when can i stop embarrassing myself with my digusting play??! i don't have a lot of time...
can anyone help me?? can someone tell me what to do...?
please please please let me get my touch and confidence back. i'd be feeling happier than receiving $1 million dollars.

really.

hmm..

2004-12-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

hmm...
firstly, i must shen ming(make it clear) that i'm nt really that disappointed and sad at my posting results initially. because firstly, i expected it, and with 10pts, and without higher mother tongue, it's hard to make it into hcjc. so there. thanks, shifu and lingwei for their concern. =]

but yesterday night after chatting with my cousin, i felt abit regretful and sore about my posting results:

.*dudette expecting. get it??! <--- me.
zihui <--- my cousin.

.*dudette expecting. get it??! says:
u got into ajc?
zihui says:
yar.. u get into hc right?
.*dudette expecting. get it??! says:
no lorh. ajc also.
zihui says:
but how come my fren got 10pts without bonus too can get it without appeal? cca bonus she only gt 1 leh.
.*dudette expecting. get it??! says:
she got in? she got hmt. is it?
zihui says:
donnoe whether she gt anot.
.*dudette expecting. get it??! says:
tmd. better gt hor. if nt i super buaysong. =\

right. most prob tt fren of hers gt higher mother tongue. how else was it possible for her to get in??! which leads to my unhappiness that i could have gotten in already! if i didnt drop higher m.t. and the worst thing is that it's nt tt my chinese cannot make it. i could have continued to take higher chinese in upper sec.

forgive me for ranting so much.. but on the bright side, i could have done much worse for my prelims if i had one more subject to study for.

hopefully my next post will be:
Hwa Chong. I made it. -phew-

posting results.

2004-12-17T15:41:00.000+08:00

AJC. expected. enough said.

-fingers crossed-

2004-12-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

-.-
was feeling pms-y yesterday. i guess i might have shown the 'black face' to alot of ppl yesterday during trg. SORRY! i think my period is coming. =/

+siansation.

ying's latest post was something that i have always dreamt about. it has always been a large part of my day-dreams(and night-dreams): National Champion.

it would literally be a dream come true if my team is the National Champion. of course i MUST be one of the key person in order to achieve this. or else there wouldn't be any meaning even if we are the champs. i think one must feel that he/she has a part in bringing success, and it is impossible for me to feel this way if i'm not one of the 'main building blocks' to reach success. seems rather selfish of me though, but i'm nt so wei da to think otherwise.

shihan pang-sehhed me for tmr's beach outing. no one to play vball with me. so i guess i'm nt going. =\ retail therapy today with shihan was prettay useful for me, at least i didnt feel pms-y at all.

what i bought:
-astro boy towel (cute!!)
-roxy shorts
-cheapo(but nice) slippers
-ear studs
-handphone accessory (chickie!)
-shirt for my brother.

not much, but quite satisfied. =] i think i should buy tt pair of roxy slippers. hmmm... yeah.

2004-12-13T13:46:00.000+08:00

primary sch gathering
yesterday i went for my primary school bbq(class 6M and 6N). it was raining alot yesterday, but thank god it stopped in the evening. it wasnt really very successful in the sense that only about 10++, 20 ppl turned up( u know, 2 classes = 80+ ppl) uh huh. saw familiar faces, and some nt so familiar but eventually still figured out who they were.

the only person i could still crap with without feeling awkward was eleanor, my primary sch best friend. =] she has this superb memory of our primary school days, especially our most embarrassing and things that we really do not want to bring up ever again. like yihui, the guy who sat in between both of us. he digs his nose alot. uggghhhh!! super gross can? and he flicks his 'gold' everywhere and most oftenly, under the table.

i think i'm gonna puke. shall not go into further details.

we were like in 2 cliques: 6M and 6N. i think me and lily were the only 2 who seemed to be mixing around with both grps. =\ some ppl changed alot, while others are still the same. everyone was like saying junhao became very quiet and shy. but i think he was just feeling awkward or acting cool lahh. haha. he seems to be able to joke pretty well with me and eleanor.
like when eleanor asked him, "do u think u can click with them(the other guys present ytd)?

junhao: -shakes head-
eleanor: why?
junhao: -pauses awhile- cos no mouse.
yu zhen: -_-"

geddit??! super lame lorh! haha. proves that he hvn changed abit. and he's still quite cute, cuter than last time. hahaa. =]

indoor court!

2004-12-10T16:43:00.000+08:00

indoor court!!
woke up super early today to go training at spans, cos shawn booked e indoor court. jiayan msged me to meet her, ph and alison 0620 at the bus stop. then i was a leeettle late(prolly 3 mins). but then when i reached there and waited until bout 0634, still no one in sight. =\ i was like thinking, "jialat, did they leave without me?! but i was only late fer a few mins lor." then i called jiayan. it turned out tt she actually meant meet at 0650, but she didnt know she typed 0620. sehh... half an hr of my beauty sleep gone.

then when we reach spans, the guys say we cant use the court unless the member come personally to make payment and produce the membership card. shawn didnt come lor, cos his hand injured. then we had to coax him to come down by agreeing to pay for his cab fare. but he was using his uncle's card and the receptionist refused to give some leeway lor. (b*tch) in the end we had to go ask some member at the gym to help us book. wasted an hr++ (could have slept more!!)

INDOOR COURT! wahh.. shuang lor. can wear new shoes! =D but i'm like super doofus! i didnt bring my knee-pad. i was devastated man!

no knee-pad = cannot slide on the court floor OR ELSE = orh-cheh(blue-black)

then wei kiat gave up his knee-pad for me to use. hahaa. yayy! so nice of him! coach nv come, so we did some drills on our own. i was like unable to fan gun(tumble) the whole day lor. the back one i mean(if u know what i mean.) cannot make it arh. =( spiking was also quite bad lor. mayb bcos the net was higher(excuses).

we played a few matches. at first was girls vs girls. then i always kena fang si one leh. super pek chek. the guys vs girls match later was much more fun lor. hahaa. mayb bcos i was more in the mood. playing with guys is definitely more challenging and fun! cos we have nothing to lose mah. and guys spike very hard, which gives u a 'high' feeling when u receive their spike up nicely. yayy!! quite pleased with my spike receive during the guys vs girls matches. but i think i receive abit too high, quite hard for shimin to set. =\ spiking during the guys vs girls matches was mediocre lor. not consistent. only managed one good spike. (no one received it!) at least tt's one small thing to be happy about. =]

now my lower back is hurting. i didnt even know how i hurt myself. =\

+must get my touch back! and improve!

rain.

2004-12-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

rain, rain, rain.
having training on a rainy day is not cool man, not cool. especially when it rains non-stop.

---drizzle-drizzle-drizzle-stop-drizzle-drizzle-drizzle-drizzle---

+sigh.

coach paired us up with the guys today. i got paired up with shawn. i was like "huhh.. he will sure very sian lor.. play with me."

i think i also quite stress lor, playing with him. he so qiang!! then i feel intimidated. =(
i realised when i feel intimidated or like not at ease, i'll keep saying sorry, even if sometimes it isnt my fault. until shawn also say "ni ke yi bu yao yi zhi jiang sorry mah? you bu shi ni de cuo." translation: (can u dont keep saying sorry? it isnt always ur fault.)

whoops! sorry! =X

and then i like very not 'pia' when we doing receiving. i refuse to fan gun(tumble) lor, cos it's like i dont really know how to fan and i'll look so clumsy! but in the end i still did lah. twice. very clumsily. =\

diu lian.(throw face)

tumbling on the wet ground is also not cool man, not cool.
and getting ur tee, san jiao ku, knee pad, long socks, shoes, sports bra, hair and panty wet is definitely not cool.

2004-12-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

there there, aren't they MUCH nicer now? =]

at least they're all of the same colour.

and i'm feeling less whiny now. =X but the colour of my foot looks a little queer. hmm.. must be the lighting.

-shrugs-

fugly

2004-12-05T13:38:00.001+08:00

my fourth toenail of my right foot is FUGLY! I mean just look at it!!

it's purplish-blue in colour, kinda looks like my purple-house tee. (uggh!)

ohh and if that helps, my second toenail of my right foot is already bruised. (see that brown-brown part there? yepp.)

THAT'S IT! I'm painting my nails black.

-whines-

s'pore idol

2004-12-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

Singapore Idol - The Final Showdown
as u all shld know by now, taufik batisah is our new Singapore Idol! =D i wasnt rooting for either one of them, which explains my lack of jubiliation and my 'not-very-high' behaviour yesterday at the finals. but i think sly did pretty well yesterday too. i prefer his version of 'I Dream' though. and i thought david yeo was super cute! hehe. =P

taufik singing 'I Dream' after the results being announced.

ohh well, go Taufik!!! do us proud in World Idol! =]

coincedence.

2004-11-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

coincedence.
i watched The Incredibles today. haha! so nice! Dash is soooo act-ke-seh in a super cute way. lol. i really seem to be meeting alot of ppl i know today at plaza singapura. first i saw coach moses. and then i saw shihan who tried to help me smuggle my Starbucks Mocha Frappacino into the theatre. (the ticket-tearer refuses to let me in. =\) after the movie, i think i saw sandra(90% positive actually), but i didnt say hello to her cos of the 10% uncertainty. hahaa. i've yet to confirm with her though.

i found the cca appeal form! (dont worry, ling wei! =]) it was in my mom's car after all.

and tmr i'm going to watch the Singapore Idol Finals with shihan. er ren shi jie again. haha. not that we're supporting any one of them(sly & taufik) but it'll still be fun to watch since the tix are free! =D (thx to shihan's mother)

so sly or taufik supporters-without-tix and are DYING to go watch the finals....

TOO BAD!

irritated.

2004-11-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

irritated.
i am very very extremely irritated.
-i am irritated with myself for playing like shit today(nt that i played well on other days).
-i am irritated that my cousin didnt call me just now when she shld have looooonnngg ago(she finally called, so i forgive her.)
-i am irritated with THE ONE. (nt the 'the one' that nadya and co. refers to, u know u know?!) i guess only the hc vballers know who i'm talking about. blaarrdy act-ke-sehh.
-i am irritated with my mom. SUPER irritated! i have no idea why she is sooooooo kb today lor. kb-ing non-stop since i returned hme from training.

mom: huhhh?! why so late?! why nv call??

siao! u think i'm wearing a watch meh? and u think the sky turns dark liao i will know whether it is 7pm, 8pm, or 9pm???! PLEASE LOR!

and she still kb when i ask her where's the newspaper and whether she saw my cca appeal form. she didnt. i'm so dead lorh. it's together with my verification slip and i cant print another one out already. =\

please let it be in the car!
-fingers crossed-

2004-11-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

=]
just came back from 01 class chalet. i feel like a total loser. fancy going to a chalet and SLEEP and WATCH TV there. my god! i dont know what has gotten into all of us, might be some sleeping bug. usually for our past chalets we would at least nt sleep for a night. but this time, most of us will feel very tired once we lie on the bed. it's really contagious! then all of us wuld sleep.

steven snores and his eyes are like half-opened when he sleeps. lol. prettay interesting. i sort of learnt how to play mahjong from kelly and chairmeh. =D but i always nv 'game' leh! tskkk! so frustrating! pbbt! either i discard a tile that helped someone else to game, or someone else game slightly before me. so unfair! =(

the first day was just bbq and the 4 usual girls(me, yilin, chairmeh, kelly) + syek yi went to this Sesame Street train to talk talk and gossip all that. it was pretty much like reminiscing the past. =] ohh and we were all so tickled when we were reminded of the lizard incident that happened to ernest 2yrs ago. hahaa. i shan't go into details about it(but u can come ask me if u wanna know).

the 2nd day we went swimming during almost noon time cos we(the girls) woke up late. although i applied an SPF 50 sunblock, my chest was still sun-burnt. luckily my face wasnt burnt, or else it would peel. eewww! we cooked fried rice for lunch, it didnt really taste the best but it wasnt too bad~

i was sort of down with a flu and a pretty bad cough. and it's all ryoutarou's fault. he spread the cough virus to me and a few others. =\ thank god there was an abundant supply of tissue paper and paper towels.

-coughs coughs-

that night all of us also sat down and talked. we didnt really have a common topic to talk about cos we're like sort of 'seperated' for almost 2yrs. we ended about talking about which jc(s) we wanted to go to and we got to know something that we would nv thought ryoutarou would do! haha. okok.. better not continue. =D

today was the last day of our chalet. we didnt want to go home so early so we went to ryoutarou's hse. played tennis and stuff. ryoutarou and i were from the same kindergarten and so we went to visit our kindergartem teachers. i was really really surprised that they still remembered us! how sweet of them lor~ it's really cool man.. when we recalled those days in kindergarten. the big big birthday cakes tt we shared with our classmates during our birthdays... how i had to play the mother and ryoutarou had to play the father during a play... haha! it was really fun~

those were the days...

2004-11-23T11:28:00.000+08:00

shagged.
i am just sooo shagged. dear readers, sorry for lamenting so much on how tired i am. but i'm REALLY (x10) tired. (due to the non-stop playing and partying for the past few days) today's my 'off' day: no going out to play, just stay at home and rest.

went for training yesterday as i mentioned in my last post. and it has proven a few things:

- i have absolutely no stamina. (i get out of breath by just running 3 rounds.)
- i can't spike for nuts! (what is happening to meeeeeeeee?!)

i have no contact with the ball, my timing is all wrong, and i feel like an elephant playing volleyball. i'm prolly only jumping the height of a yakult bottle. =\

yikes.

on the bright side, i think my first ball receiving isn't as bad as i thought it would be. but the spike receive was quite bad. =/

i think i better get some rest.

2004-11-22T10:26:00.000+08:00

fatigue
i am soooo friggin tired. my legs feel as though they're gonna give way anytime. i feel like a 70yr-old. it has only been a day of shopping and another day of playing vball at the beach and my body's already screaming, "gimme a break!!!!!!"

sighh.

and later i'm going to tchs for training with the hcjc ppl. i'm sooo tired!! and i might be going shopping again on tuesday. =\ and on wednesday (24th nov) to the 26th. i'm having 201 class chalet. from the 26th to 30th. i'm having ANOTHER chalet. so it's like continuous.

i think studying for the o's wasnt tt tiring compared to now, though it was more stressful. everytime i try to move into another position, every inch of my body muscle (and fats) feels sore. i think i'm going to die of fatigue soon.

...omigawd.. my aching shoulders. oww...

ohh and did i mention i'm also going wakeboarding?!

-faints-