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Monday, October 31, 2005devastated. yes u heard me. i'm DEVASTATED. sighh. e sight of my mangled, purplish, swollenankle totally freaked me out. i'd rather have a pig trotter for a leg(ok i'm just kidding). but seriously, a pig trotter looks better than my ankle.
my determination of not putting a hard cast wavered at the sight of my ankle. then i totally gave in. i broke down, cried, sobbed, wailed.
uggh. THREEMORE WEEKS in a cast THREEMORE WEEKS of bathing with a plastic bag wrapped arnd my leg and balancing myself on one leg like a flamingo. THREEMORE WEEKS of nua-ing arnd watching dvds, risking having myopia and becoming FAT. THREE MORE WEEKS before i can even start running, or mayb even walking normally. THREEMORE WEEKS = 21 days = 504 hrs = tt's a HELL lot of time.
god help me...
10/31/2005 09:33:00 PM
Thursday, October 27, 2005boo!! today was my first attempt at sch. that is, my first attempt to walk with crutches. haha. tiring i must say. but i thoroughly enjoyed it. xP i dont think anyone wld understand my plight: imagine staying at home, sitting in front of ur TV watching stupid programmes or dvds, or just slping, and eating non-stop. it feels GREAT to step outside lahh. i think one day i'll go mad and crash my TV set or something. =\
anyway i decided to go to sch cos i thought we had pw presentation, last chance for me to practise in front of my class. BUT pw was as usual zuo bo period. i shld have known. i feel like some freak in sch today. i mean, WHAT LAH?!! nv see ppl pai ka with crutches before meh?! esp when i walked through the canteen, some ppl just blatantlystare, while some others still had the conscience to shun their line of vision away whenever i looked at them. well i just hope i still look good with my cast and crutches. hah! xD
our class won2nd for inter-CT squash today!!! great job guys! =)) i was full of envy looking at everyone playing, running about in the squash courts. aaaaarrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!! if only i could play.. i think i can easily win most of the girls lah. tskk.
yeap then it was halloween night! i think it was ok lah. i cldnt go for the haunted tour cos it was much too unconvenient. so i spent my time watching 'scream'. actually i was basically freaking out at most of the parts(i suck at watching horror movies). haha. quite fun freaking out though.
anyway everyone's nice and helpful to ms pai ka here today so i'm happy and grateful to those who helped me!! yayy!! thanks alot ya. hope u guys wont find my a nuisance. x\ without all of u i'd prolly have died falling down the stairs or something. esp just now when it was raining, i had soooo much trouble getting to my mom's car lah. must thank chunli and jielong for being my 'support' to climb up the steps lor. my right leg going to beng kui from all the jumping le. ohh ya! Hwa Chong is super not handicap-friendly lah. i cld have died hopping arnd on those stairs. uggh.
oh yes! sorry to spoil the surprise that u guys(vballers) wanted to give me by visiting me today at home k!! haha. appreciate the thought lah! =)) i'll jiayou and get back on both my feet soon!!
10/27/2005 11:36:00 PM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005<3 heyyaa!! i'd like to thank EVERYONE who msged me, asked about me, wondered where did i disappear to, visited me, talk to me on msn, tagged on my blog and called me to ask about my ankle.
THANKS FOR CARING!!!! <3
special thanks to wenyen, samuel and freddie for skipping chinese lessons and trng(actually u all also dont wanna go one lah) to visit me yesterday.
anyway please do not be misled by pris's tag k. i am eating VERY normally. in factSUPERnormally(haha). and i'm nt doing 100 situps a day lah. i do crunches and some other stuff that i can do. haha. and i'm NOTanorexic or bulimic k. so dont worry lah... i'm too unoccupied at home except to eat. = calling out to all who have time to spare: please visit me whenever u guys can k. i'm soooo bored sitting arnd just staring at my TV that my legs are stiff(pun intended). get it get it?! haha. yeap, VISIT MEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
10/25/2005 10:03:00 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005ironic. yes this is soo ironic. quoting my previous post, 'i think i'll die during trng tmr. confirm.' well i didnt literally die(thank god), but i think it was comparable to death. i guess by now quite a number of u guys would have known what happened to me(wow! bad news travels reaalllyyy fast). i tore the ligament in my ankle during trng last sat. stepped on shawn(not tallie)'s foot. i'm quite positive i didnt step over, but it really doesnt matter now does it?
-sigh-
the hospital was a traumatic experience for me. i went to NUH btw. when it was finally my turn, the doctor and nurses took turns to press my ankle to see like which part of it hurts, then the doctor decided i needed a jab to reduce the inflammation or somethings like tt. OHMYGOD!!! i literally freaked out! and i cried cos the previous jab that i got during operation to remove the corn on my foot hurt like HELL!! i was trying to brace myself for it, thinking the nurse would be jabbing my ankle or something. but no. the nurse started wiping alcohol on my THIGH. oh shucks!! then i really beng kui lor. i think i was really hysterical during the process. but actually it didnt hurt abit. but after the jab my entire thigh muscle was sooooo tense that i cldnt even bent my leg. eff. i was lying at the emergency ward for like at least 4hrs. during which i had my x-ray done(the male nurse speaks funny. haha.). did u know before an x-ray u have to declare that u're not pregnant?! hahah!! i was so bored that i decided to do crunches on bed. but i stopped cos i thought i looked like a retard. =\ then there was this old aunty who fractured her shoulder cos she tripped and fell. oww.... then there was this indian old lady who was making moaning noises all the time. i overheard that she wasnt able to retain any food or liquid she consume then she puked up to 10 times a day!! x\ eww.
anyway my ankle is in a cast now. its bloody heavy. now i know why brucie needs crutches(btw i'm using crutches too). =\ i know its no use whining now but WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! I WANNA GO FOR TRAININNNGGG!! I WANNA PLAY INTER-CT SQUASHHH!! I WANNA GO RUNNINNNGGGG!!! WHY ME?!!
i dont want to sit arnd and growfat. everyone says it'd take months to recover. time is not on my side...
10/24/2005 07:44:00 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005literally 'arm-breaking'. yeap HC open hse today. had to like set up booths, paint banner(2 days ago) and pump new balls. i played squash for the very FIRST time today!! oh my god it's soooooo fun lahhhh!!!! i'm like sort of addicted to it today. didnt even play vball when cheryl they all asked me too lor, only played awhile with chunli shimin and some other non-vballers.
i played 6, yes approximatelySIX hours of squashtoday. i'm mad lah. my right arm is going to explode and fall off any moment. and i'm super tired!!!!!! i think i'll just like die during trng tmr. confirm.
ohh and i got C D E O, gp pass and B3 for chinese overall. yayy. glad to be promoted. =))
10/21/2005 09:24:00 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2005demoralising. this has by far been the WORST training after promos(not tt we had alot of trngs though). everything is like screwed up!! my first ball, my spike, and even my service! what the hell am i doing?! eff. this is the first time i feel like giving up...
-sigh-
10/20/2005 10:00:00 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2005Cirque Du Soleil Quidam: a nameless passer-by, a solitary figure lingering on a street corner, a person rushing past. It could be anyone, anybody. Someone coming, going, living in our anonymous society. A member of the crowd, one of the silent majority. The one who cries out, sings and dreams within us all. This is the "Quidam" that Cirque du Soleil is celebrating... i watched Quidam by Cirque Du Soleil this aftnn(4pm). my mom got free tickets from her friend who works with the circus(and no. my mom's friend is NOT e clown.) yayy!! how cool is that to work with the circus lah!! u'll get to travel arnd the world and i guess it'd be even cooler if u're one of the performers on stage!! do u know, the performers have like a nutritionist to prepare their food diet and the young performers have like teachers to teach them within the circus so they dont go to school?!! how cool is that!!! then they can spend like most of their time training.. wah if only i can do tt. xD
-gushes-
my bro was late and we got locked out for 10mins cos the show started. =\ tsk. so we kinda missed the first part of the show. then when we finally got in, my bro actually dozed off during some parts of the show lah!! WAHLAU!! really wanna make us late and then sleep during the show. rawwrrr!!! i was freakin' irritated. really got so tired.. cant understand lor. x\
moreover, the show was like much to interesting to sleep!! i thinkQuidam is supernice!!the best part wasnt the acrobatic stuff but the music. i looovvvveee the music! its in french(i think) and obviously i dont understand. but sometimes it's because u dont understand tt's why it's seems so much more enchanting and alluring. haha!
10/15/2005 11:58:00 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005reviving post! haha. my blog has been soooo dead!! so sorry dear faithful readers~
yeap. promos are so over(since last wk)!! haha. yeap. but i've no sense of accomplishment cos i only took phys econs and gp. why? cos i fell sick to the freakin' contagious stomach flu virus tt made my mum, bro, 3aunts, 2uncles, ahma, aunt's sis, baby-cousin, kid-cousin SICK! we either puked or had diarrhoea or fever or a combination of the three. it was terrible. i felt soooo weak. yeap. =\ anyway i hope i can pass econs and gp.
-prays-
alrightey. post-promos activities! yeap! Festival Of Sports(FOS)!! i took part in pingpong, netball, and volleyball. =)) but in the end i didnt get to play netball cos the match clashed with the pingpong match. our class got3rd for bball(boys),2nd for pingpong, andCHAMPS for vball!! wooohoooo!!!victor is like super superzai!!! xD but i was total bitch during the vball finals today. =\ sorry guys!! thanks a bunch for being my teammate k!! cldnt have won without all of u!! =))
thanks victor, freddie, jamie, samuel, jx, cher(stand by me) and yueling!!FOS vball champs 2005!!
yeap and 63 rocks lor! confirm!! everyone was supporting and cheering each other on like mad lah! special thanks to those who cheered us on during the vball matches today!! <3
and my skin is rotting from the sun's UV rays lah. i keep peeling lor. i seem to have an everlasting amount of skin waiting to be peeled. =\ i feel like a snake.
__wants__ to go up on stage when i get my olvl results stay in hcjc
grow taller (2cm more will do)
have a nice toned tummy 3As A2 for A'levels
improve on my vball skills recover from my ankle injury A'division National Volleyball Girls Champion 2006