this is MY blog.
it's full of my random rantings(pun unintended).
hahaaha. xD
just read lah.
Thursday, April 28, 2005it's over... at first i felt nothing, i knew we lost it.. but i didnt know y i just felt numbed. slowly i felt the pain, the pain in my heart, i cried buckets. but it was over. nothing could change that fact... it happened so quickly, everything that happened in the past 4-5 months seemed like a dream. i have never had such a clear goal before. i clearly knew what i wanted. it seemed so near, but yet so far. it was almost within our grasp, but it drifted away. WHY?! i still cant figure it out.. it's not ok.
4/28/2005 02:48:00 AM
Friday, April 22, 2005counting down... it's been almost 2 weeks since the start of the season. so far, so good i must say(though we havent really been playing to our fullest potential).
i've lost track of like most subjects! whenever i come back for lecture i just feel uber lost!! ohh well, it'd be a mere price to pay in exchange for the championship title(i.e gold medal). hahaa. i was soooo lost during phys lect today i decided to play connect-4 with yue ling to prevent myself from falling asleep. hahaa! i must say our connect-4 match was jing zhen ji lei! there was this set when we played until the whole board was almost full -- then i lost! aaarrggghhhh!! i was soooo pek chek tt i let out a scream. i didnt think it was that loud, but apparently the whole LT runed arnd to look at me. =\ ser chuan sitting right at the other end of the LT could also hear me. shucks how embarrassing!! xP the final score was 5-4. i lost. by a mere one set. haii... but nvm! i shall be back!!
-grins-
jiayoueverybody!! 3 more matches to the finals, 4 more to what we've always wanted. think GOLD.
4/22/2005 10:21:00 PM
Friday, April 08, 20053 more days.. i cant wait!! toa payoh stadium, we shall return! xD
JIAYOU!!
4/08/2005 11:04:00 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005samuel stones ROCKS!! wahhh... my dear classmate, samuel lim zhe yee is SUPER inspirational lah!! his words made me decided to delete my previous post about demoralising stuff.. stuff about doubting myself... NOOO!!!
-secret vs all- --->samuel .*dudette . --->me
secret vs all- l says: do u think u suck? -secret vs all- l says: are u really sucky? .*dudette . says: no. -secret vs all- l says: as in even if u r on form u still suck? -secret vs all- l says: den? -secret vs all- l says: why u scared? -secret vs all- l says: lol .*dudette . says: .. yar hor. -secret vs all- l says: even when i am off form i still proclaim myself as the shen of kallang -secret vs all- l says: eventually i will prove myself worthy of the title . . -secret vs all- l says: cmon -secret vs all- l says: play for the team -secret vs all- l says: u know that if u play shittily then the team suffers -secret vs all- l says: den why carry on? -secret vs all- l says: visualise ur game -secret vs all- l says: everyday -secret vs all- l says: visualise urself doing the correct things... spiking, receiving, serving.. -secret vs all- l says: everything -secret vs all- l says: haha . . -secret vs all- l says: remember wat u did for the team and wat u can do -secret vs all- l says: and visualise urself doing it again and again . . . secret vs all- l says: pro will always be pro.. unless u start slacking off -secret vs all- l says: yup . . .
i shall believe in myself.
hahaa. therefore, i shall proclaimed samuel lim zhe yee as my inspiration-cum-motivation supplier. (i know u're reading this!) ur job will be to hear me fa-lao-sao and talk alot alot to me and give me alot alot of inspiration and motivation and alot alot alot of jiayou-s!! hahaa.
__wants__ to go up on stage when i get my olvl results stay in hcjc
grow taller (2cm more will do)
have a nice toned tummy 3As A2 for A'levels
improve on my vball skills recover from my ankle injury A'division National Volleyball Girls Champion 2006