woke up at 11.30am today. my eyes were still tired and puffy from what happened yesterday, prolly bcos i didnt sleep well. my mind was still occupied on that.. shant elaborate anymore on that.
thanks chunli, cheryl and shimin, for hearing me 'su ku' yesterday night.
and to chon, syek yi, chee, chairmeh and kelly: thanks for the gifts! =))
ohh yes. and chunli too! thank you!
firstly, chun li is back!! yayy! i miss u chun li!! =D
haha. dont get me wrong, i'm 100% heterosexual ok?! ohh yes yesterday i finally posted my handmade christmas cards. better to be late then never! and we(hc vball team) had a bbq yesterday. yeap, so i also manage to give ying, jiayan, ahwei, cheryl, shimin their x'mas cards. from their reaction i think they quite like it lahh. =))
i think the bbq was nt bad. i spent most of time sitting on those big big rocks, talking to shimin bout what's going to happen in the next first 3mths, vball stuff, our future job, yadayadayada... but my bum was feeling prettay sore after that. i (sort of)learnt how to play 'bridge', which according to the others is a very intellectual game.
hmmm...
ohh well. hahaa. dont know why but we were quite tired after the bbq even though we were only exercising our mouths. it ended at bout 11pm. took a cab with ph shawn and kenny. i realised that if like many pple sharing a cab is super worth it cos like u only need to pay slightly more but u get to enjoy more comfort. get it?! =))
ok. today we had a friendly match against sajc. i played like shit can. =\
played 4 sets, i committed in total:
-13 receiving errors
-2 service errors
-1 spiking error
shocking numbers. -sigh- our first ball receiving was super shitty, we cant even set up decent spike combinations. the worst thing was they werent even qiang ehh. we 'committed suicide'.
everyone jiayou bah! we need to be 10 times better then we are now in order to be champions. jiayou!!!
i am definitely capable of more than what i am doing now... i must tell myself it's just a hiccup that's hindering my progress. wo hui ke fu ta de..
"Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator."
Merry Christmas everyone. =))
wooah. it's christmas eve already! and i'm still struggling with my x'mas cards and presents.
yikes.
i hope the cards i mailed will reach the recipients on time.
hahaa. i think the cards i made are nicee~ =D hehee. not that i'm blowing my own trumpet lah. but it really is not bad. super tedious work lor, so hope u guys like it. =))
alrighteyy. back to work now! =))
-phew-
i am riding the crimson tide... hopefully this will mark the end of my pms-y-ness.
-prays-
when can i reach my peak again?! when can i stop embarrassing myself with my digusting play??! i don't have a lot of time...
can anyone help me?? can someone tell me what to do...?
please please please let me get my touch and confidence back. i'd be feeling happier than receiving $1 million dollars.
really.
firstly, i must shen ming(make it clear) that i'm nt really that disappointed and sad at my posting results initially. because firstly, i expected it, and with 10pts, and without higher mother tongue, it's hard to make it into hcjc. so there. thanks, shifu and lingwei for their concern. =]
but yesterday night after chatting with my cousin, i felt abit regretful and sore about my posting results:
.*dudette expecting. get it??! <--- me.
zihui <--- my cousin.
.*dudette expecting. get it??! says:
u got into ajc?
zihui says:
yar.. u get into hc right?
.*dudette expecting. get it??! says:
no lorh. ajc also.
zihui says:
but how come my fren got 10pts without bonus too can get it without appeal? cca bonus she only gt 1 leh.
.*dudette expecting. get it??! says:
she got in? she got hmt. is it?
zihui says:
donnoe whether she gt anot.
.*dudette expecting. get it??! says:
tmd. better gt hor. if nt i super buaysong. =\
right. most prob tt fren of hers gt higher mother tongue. how else was it possible for her to get in??! which leads to my unhappiness that i could have gotten in already! if i didnt drop higher m.t. and the worst thing is that it's nt tt my chinese cannot make it. i could have continued to take higher chinese in upper sec.
forgive me for ranting so much.. but on the bright side, i could have done much worse for my prelims if i had one more subject to study for.
hopefully my next post will be:
Hwa Chong. I made it. -phew-
-fingers crossed-
was feeling pms-y yesterday. i guess i might have shown the 'black face' to alot of ppl yesterday during trg. SORRY! i think my period is coming. =/
+siansation.
ying's latest post was something that i have always dreamt about. it has always been a large part of my day-dreams(and night-dreams): National Champion.
it would literally be a dream come true if my team is the National Champion. of course i MUST be one of the key person in order to achieve this. or else there wouldn't be any meaning even if we are the champs. i think one must feel that he/she has a part in bringing success, and it is impossible for me to feel this way if i'm not one of the 'main building blocks' to reach success. seems rather selfish of me though, but i'm nt so wei da to think otherwise.
shihan pang-sehhed me for tmr's beach outing. no one to play vball with me. so i guess i'm nt going. =\ retail therapy today with shihan was prettay useful for me, at least i didnt feel pms-y at all.
what i bought:
-astro boy towel (cute!!)
-roxy shorts
-cheapo(but nice) slippers
-ear studs
-handphone accessory (chickie!)
-shirt for my brother.
not much, but quite satisfied. =] i think i should buy tt pair of roxy slippers. hmmm... yeah.
yesterday i went for my primary school bbq(class 6M and 6N). it was raining alot yesterday, but thank god it stopped in the evening. it wasnt really very successful in the sense that only about 10++, 20 ppl turned up( u know, 2 classes = 80+ ppl) uh huh. saw familiar faces, and some nt so familiar but eventually still figured out who they were.
the only person i could still crap with without feeling awkward was eleanor, my primary sch best friend. =] she has this superb memory of our primary school days, especially our most embarrassing and things that we really do not want to bring up ever again. like yihui, the guy who sat in between both of us. he digs his nose alot. uggghhhh!! super gross can? and he flicks his 'gold' everywhere and most oftenly, under the table.
i think i'm gonna puke. shall not go into further details.
we were like in 2 cliques: 6M and 6N. i think me and lily were the only 2 who seemed to be mixing around with both grps. =\ some ppl changed alot, while others are still the same. everyone was like saying junhao became very quiet and shy. but i think he was just feeling awkward or acting cool lahh. haha. he seems to be able to joke pretty well with me and eleanor.
like when eleanor asked him, "do u think u can click with them(the other guys present ytd)?
junhao: -shakes head-
eleanor: why?
junhao: -pauses awhile- cos no mouse.
yu zhen: -_-"
geddit??! super lame lorh! haha. proves that he hvn changed abit. and he's still quite cute, cuter than last time. hahaa. =]
woke up super early today to go training at spans, cos shawn booked e indoor court. jiayan msged me to meet her, ph and alison 0620 at the bus stop. then i was a leeettle late(prolly 3 mins). but then when i reached there and waited until bout 0634, still no one in sight. =\ i was like thinking, "jialat, did they leave without me?! but i was only late fer a few mins lor." then i called jiayan. it turned out tt she actually meant meet at 0650, but she didnt know she typed 0620. sehh... half an hr of my beauty sleep gone.
then when we reach spans, the guys say we cant use the court unless the member come personally to make payment and produce the membership card. shawn didnt come lor, cos his hand injured. then we had to coax him to come down by agreeing to pay for his cab fare. but he was using his uncle's card and the receptionist refused to give some leeway lor. (b*tch) in the end we had to go ask some member at the gym to help us book. wasted an hr++ (could have slept more!!)
INDOOR COURT! wahh.. shuang lor. can wear new shoes! =D but i'm like super doofus! i didnt bring my knee-pad. i was devastated man!
no knee-pad = cannot slide on the court floor OR ELSE = orh-cheh(blue-black)
then wei kiat gave up his knee-pad for me to use. hahaa. yayy! so nice of him! coach nv come, so we did some drills on our own. i was like unable to fan gun(tumble) the whole day lor. the back one i mean(if u know what i mean.) cannot make it arh. =( spiking was also quite bad lor. mayb bcos the net was higher(excuses).
we played a few matches. at first was girls vs girls. then i always kena fang si one leh. super pek chek. the guys vs girls match later was much more fun lor. hahaa. mayb bcos i was more in the mood. playing with guys is definitely more challenging and fun! cos we have nothing to lose mah. and guys spike very hard, which gives u a 'high' feeling when u receive their spike up nicely. yayy!! quite pleased with my spike receive during the guys vs girls matches. but i think i receive abit too high, quite hard for shimin to set. =\ spiking during the guys vs girls matches was mediocre lor. not consistent. only managed one good spike. (no one received it!) at least tt's one small thing to be happy about. =]
now my lower back is hurting. i didnt even know how i hurt myself. =\
+must get my touch back! and improve!
having training on a rainy day is not cool man, not cool. especially when it rains non-stop.
---drizzle-drizzle-drizzle-stop-drizzle-drizzle-drizzle-drizzle---
+sigh.
coach paired us up with the guys today. i got paired up with shawn. i was like "huhh.. he will sure very sian lor.. play with me."
i think i also quite stress lor, playing with him. he so qiang!! then i feel intimidated. =(
i realised when i feel intimidated or like not at ease, i'll keep saying sorry, even if sometimes it isnt my fault. until shawn also say "ni ke yi bu yao yi zhi jiang sorry mah? you bu shi ni de cuo." translation: (can u dont keep saying sorry? it isnt always ur fault.)
whoops! sorry! =X
and then i like very not 'pia' when we doing receiving. i refuse to fan gun(tumble) lor, cos it's like i dont really know how to fan and i'll look so clumsy! but in the end i still did lah. twice. very clumsily. =\
diu lian.(throw face)
tumbling on the wet ground is also not cool man, not cool.
and getting ur tee, san jiao ku, knee pad, long socks, shoes, sports bra, hair and panty wet is definitely not cool.
there there, aren't they MUCH nicer now? =]
at least they're all of the same colour.
and i'm feeling less whiny now. =X but the colour of my foot looks a little queer. hmm.. must be the lighting.
-shrugs-
my fourth toenail of my right foot is FUGLY! I mean just look at it!!
it's purplish-blue in colour, kinda looks like my purple-house tee. (uggh!)
ohh and if that helps, my second toenail of my right foot is already bruised. (see that brown-brown part there? yepp.)
THAT'S IT! I'm painting my nails black.
-whines-
as u all shld know by now, taufik batisah is our new Singapore Idol! =D i wasnt rooting for either one of them, which explains my lack of jubiliation and my 'not-very-high' behaviour yesterday at the finals. but i think sly did pretty well yesterday too. i prefer his version of 'I Dream' though. and i thought david yeo was super cute! hehe. =P
taufik singing 'I Dream' after the results being announced.
ohh well, go Taufik!!! do us proud in World Idol! =]